Post here when you feel like cutting

[Mrs.Sidhe]

Feeling really cutty. I have no real idea why. I skipped out on going to college today, again, no idea why. I woke up and just couldn't face it. And now i'm sat in my living room with my dad, step mom and boyfriend, and all i want to do is...yeah. *Sighs* i feel like everytime i get these urges i'm failing. I feel like a failure.

You're not a failure. You're a wonderful & good person.

:grouppray:

 

[flying_kiwifruit]

Sigh I just can't do anything right at the mo, spilled a bucket of water on the carpet and broke a vase at work today. I failed some of my exams. Everything just isnt going right and all I want to do is cut, get rid of all this temptation, get rid of everthing. Cause I'm just not good enough for anyone or anything. These last few weeks ave been really hard that I wonder why I even still try not to cut.

 

[Mrs.Sidhe]

I've felt like that very recently (I still do to an extent), but you're more than good enough sweetheart. I'll keep you and everyone here in my prayers.

 

[ForAMomentIWillFly]

I don't cut anymore , but I want to do something, to make the pain stop.
It always goes away for me, with time. I just want the time to come faster

 

[Arianna]

So easy to get back here again ...I was doing quite well for a little while, but I think that might be over now.
I've got a lot to do, I need to calm down and focus so I can get it done.
Don't know why I get stressed so easily. Or why I'm so useless at dealing with stress.
Ok..that's enough moaning for now I think!

 

[squeezlylemon]

please lord take this feeling away. i can't take it no more!

 

[alivingprayer]

I just really want to - you know - . I feel so useless and pathetic. I love Jesus and I don't want to disappoint Him but it's just so hard. I did it for the first time in 3 months the other day and I just feel like I'm going to start doing it on a daily basis again.

 

[goldenviolet]

something that needs to be said quite often....
don't feel guilty for not 'handling trials in a picture perfect chistian manner'
... i'm positive that sometimes there is no such thing.
i just know that in the mist of trials, faults, questions, and even complaints and doubts:
100% love, mercy, grace, forgiveness,
salvation, and adoration from God;
for just being His, is an unconditional gift.​

To the Lord our God belong mercy and forgiveness, though we have rebelled against Him. Daniel 9:9​

He saved us, not because of the good things we did, but because of his mercy. He washed away our sins and gave us a new life through the Holy Spirit. Titus 3:5​

Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world.
John 16:33​

...*~*~*~*~____... ...____~*~*~*~*...​

practice filling up on God's promises...
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practice applying them to your life...​

practice filling up on God's promises... ​

practice applying them to your life... ​

practice filling up on God's promises... ​

practice applying them to your life...​

practice filling up on God's promises... ​

practice applying them to your life...​

By wisdom (practice!) a house is built,
and through understanding it is established;
through knowledge its rooms are filled with rare and beautiful treasures.
Proverbs 24:3
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I am focusing all my energies on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead. Philippians 3:13​

~ love dee​

 

[Arianna]

really struggling today don't know if I will be able to resist

 

[Bamboo_Chicken]

You can do it Hun . I know you can!

 

[katey]

i'm not doing too good right now at all. its so hard

 

[Ramona]

Mid-PTSD panic and feeling hideous.

 

[anteloperunner]

what is the point of count? it is just counting up to the next failure. 0 or 35 days does it really matter in the end. it still means i cut in the recent past which is still failure. i cant do it anymore. saying im fine hurts too much

 

[Jesusfreak4life8629]

I want to cut soooo bad! My dad is riding me about EVERYTHING!!! I just can't do this!!!

 

[Arianna]

really need to cut

 

[Ramona]

Feeling a really strong urge to hurt myself. Like, really strong.

 

[Tenebrae]

Feeling a really strong urge to hurt myself. Like, really strong.

Praying for you

 

[livingforGod135]

hang in there guys... u can do it

praying for you all

 

[Ramona]

I honestly don't know that I'm going to make it through tonight. Pray for me.

 

[bubblefish]

I honestly don't know that I'm going to make it through tonight. Pray for me.

I am praying.