Post here when you feel like cutting

[Tenebrae]

Yup

Urge to harm really bad, have an appointment with a plastic surgeon tomorrow.

 

[Bamboo_Chicken]

I'm praying too Hallie .

 

[beckybooiloveu]

*hugs*

 

[Ramona]

Thanks, everyone! I ended up painting instead of burning last night.

 

[Bamboo_Chicken]

That's fantastic Hun!!!

 

[Tenebrae]

Thanks, everyone! I ended up painting instead of burning last night.

Brilliant!!!!!

 

[Ramona]

Thanks, guys!

How've you been doing, Freitag?

 

[Arianna]

:-( :-( so close

 

[Bamboo_Chicken]

:-( :-( so close

You can beat it Ari . Keep going!

 

[HolyOne87]

It's been a year since I have cut..but more recently I've been having temptations. I just ask for prayers from you all. I definitely need them during this trying time in my life.

Thank you in Advance. I shall keep you all in my prayers as well.

*hugs to all*

 

[bubblefish]

It's been a year since I have cut..but more recently I've been having temptations. I just ask for prayers from you all. I definitely need them during this trying time in my life.

Thank you in Advance. I shall keep you all in my prayers as well.

*hugs to all*

I will be praying

 

[Arianna]

I'm so stupid and useless i need to cut i deserve to be hurt

You can beat it Ari . Keep going!

I can't keep going for ever tho

 

[bubblefish]

I'm so stupid and useless i need to cut i deserve to be hurt











I can't keep going for ever tho

Ari, you are not useless at all Hun You can get through this!
I am praying.
And please PM me if you want to talk.

 

[katey]

i'm really struggling right now. things r just going round in my head. and on top of that am struggling with pain from an operation yesterday. i though i was just worrying about that but thats all doen now and i'm still all over the place. i',m having major urges to cut! its all messd up my heads mashed i dnt know what to do.

 

[Tenebrae]

I'm so stupid and useless i need to cut i deserve to be hurt

You are a daughter of the most High

Loved and valued by Him, and many others

No one deserves to be hurt, whether by themselves or another.

I can't keep going for ever tho

How about one step at a time. Try and work on getting through the next hour, even half an hour when you make that goal, give yourself a mental pat on the back, and then set another time, perhaps an hour or hour and a half.

When things are really bad, its easy to get lost in the associated despair and to not be able to see the wood for the trees. However one small step at a time, its important to set small goals, that you know you can accomplish


There maybe most likely times when you hit speed bumps, however its important to realise that they are just that, speed bumps, and just because you hit one, it doesnt make your other progress any less valid or awesome achievement.


You can do it, just remember, small steps at a time

 

[Ramona]

I feel like such a terrible person and a terrible friend tonight.

I don't think I'll end up burning, but I want to.

 

[bubblefish]

I feel like such a terrible person and a terrible friend tonight.

I don't think I'll end up burning, but I want to.

What's going on Hallie? Is everything ok?

 

[Tenebrae]

I feel like such a terrible person and a terrible friend tonight.

I don't think I'll end up burning, but I want to.

Whats up chick?

I understand that desire. praying for you

 

[Mrs.Sidhe]

I feel like such a terrible person and a terrible friend tonight.

I don't think I'll end up burning, but I want to.

Write me a Pm or an email if you need to talk Hallie.

As always you'll be in my prayers Hallie.

 

[Ramona]

Thank you all SO MUCH! It means more to me than you probably know right now.

As for what's been happening, well, it's hard to explain...my mood swings are making me difficult to deal with...the people I love haven't told me, but I know it is. I just wish I could stop...but I can't. And it hurts worse than burning does.

I know that I can overcome it, but the urge can be really strong...like, really strong. I guess I can elaborate more via PM, it's really to personal to post publically.

Thank you all for your kind thoughts and words.

Arianna and Katey, please hang in there. Arianna, I saw that you'd made it a year without SI, that is FANTASTIC! You have so much to be proud of. And Katey, I remember you responded to my survey in the BPD subforum, and I can tell that you are a fabulous person who deserves nothing but happiness. BPD is a monster, and you seem to be dealing with it with maturity and grace. That is wonderful.

Love to all.
~Hallie