HolyOne87
Call Me A Sinner, Call Me A Saint..
Thanks. I haven't hurt myself yet.
I seem to have three stages as far as my self harming goes... First stage I'm more or less ok, not too anxious, angry or depressed. My second stage, my dark mood, seems to come out of nowhere. I'll be agitated, sometimes anxious, irritable, angry, depressed and think about hurting myself more than is healthy. When I decide to move anything I can use to hurt me away from myself. Then my third stage is when I'm triggered, mad as a hot place and have a hard time caring about anything and only want to satisfy the urge. That's when I usually wind up giving in. :-/ Sometimes something will really tick me off and I'll skip from stage one to three... My temper is not a good one.
But so far I've been going between stages one and two, not quite settling on either but at least I'm not triggered...
yup, I will pray that God gives you the strength to overcome this..and that you do not hit stage three.


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