Post here when you feel like cutting

[beckybooiloveu]

You can do it! 10 months is an awesome achievement! keep trying! I believe in you!

 

[kathleenmary]

i feel like cutting grr

 

[BeautifulWorshipper]

This thread could really help. I've got into a habit and struggling..Support here??

Katie

 

[HolyOne87]

aw, dont cut!
try doing something enjoyable..maybe watch TV or listen to music and relax.
Or maybe take a nap. Sometimes that is a great remedy to get your mind off of things (at least for me)

 

[beckybooiloveu]

*HUGE HUGS* everyone!
Keep strong! Keep yourselves distracted! Turn to god and pray!
feel free to PM me!

 

[texannurse]

I've lost count of the days, but I really want it right now. I am just really struggling today, well actually the past week. TN

 

[kathleenmary]

thanks becky and holy one for the ideas!

 

[BeautifulWorshipper]

I need to cut


I really do



I cant help it



I wanna die

My life is so painful

Everyone hates me. at least thats what SHE said


I hate her


I hate life


I hate me

 

[HolyOne87]

I've lost count of the days, but I really want it right now. I am just really struggling today, well actually the past week. TN

i know its hard..try distracting yourself. Napping is usually a good thing to do. Sometimes we all just need a good nap to pick ourselves back up again!
I will be praying for you!

*many hugs*

 

[Bamboo_Chicken]

I need to cut

I really do

I cant help it

I wanna die

My life is so painful

Everyone hates me. at least thats what SHE said

I hate her

I hate life

I hate me

Katie sweetie, you don't need to do it. This isn't the right way to deal with things Hun and you need to work on stopping it as soon as you can.

If you ever need to talk to someone too, I know Childline is an awesome hotline to call! Their number is 0800 1111 and they really are great people to talk to Hun - what's more, I promise they care.

And Katie? I don't hate you Beautiful . Who's this 'she' anyway?

 

[texannurse]

I'm just so tired of trying to resist. I'm tired of all of it - the meds, the depression, the feeling down all the time, the therapy - all of it. Is it even worth it?

 

[BeautifulWorshipper]

A girl at school has turned all my mates away friom me AND SHES LYING ABOUT EVERYTHING I CANT COPE ITS EITHER SHES GETTING A SERIOUS PUNCH IN THE FACE OR I BITE AND CUT..HMMM..

Going mad, shes so horrible!!

 

[LazeyWinde]

I'm feeling really triggered right now. Trying to go over my emergency list of what to do instead but I'm afraid if I get up from the computer I'll wind up doing something stupid.
Struggling here.

 

[jesuschickseven]

Hang in there....just got to keep holding on....there is always a paradise at the end of every valley...check out the stories in the bible if you want to know for sure...
I'm struggling right now too; I hate myself, I always have and I can't stop... I want to die... I don't think I deserve to live, but what else can I do?
I've developed the habit over the past few months of just not thinking....As long as my thoughts don't catch me I think I'll make it another day....
But I'm still not cutting...I refuse; but I don't feel like I've really improved at all anyway....

 

[ConcreteAngel]

I'm just feeling so bad. I SI'd last night for the first time in about 7 weeks and now i've done it i really really want to do it more cos it just lets some of the pain out and i really feel like i need to do it more but i know my support person will be really upset with me if i do it again. i feel so hopeless.

 

[beckybooiloveu]

Lord,
I pray that you help these beautiful people get through these hard times. Help them to fight their struggles!!! Show them there are people who are there to help them and who love and care for them!


*HUGE HUGS* everyone! You can do it! keep fighting!

 

[LazeyWinde]

I didn't do hurt myself and the urge to do so has let up, thank God. It just really scared me how fast I can be triggered. Some people were joking about drinking and I just freaked out... they know better than to joke about it with me now at least and I didn't wind up giving in.
Hang in there guys.

 

[ConcreteAngel]

i really really want to SI...it felt so good last time i did it...and now i just wanna do it all the time.

 

[LazeyWinde]

*hugs Concrete* I know, the urge to self harm is powerful. But you don't really wanna hurt yourself, you want to get better. Hang in there.

 

[beckybooiloveu]

stay strong CA!!! im praying for you!!! *HUGS*