Post here when you feel like cutting

[HolyOne87]

did the other day managed to keep it in control, however feel like doing it again

try and fight that urge..i know its hard...but i know you can do it!
maybe try going out for a walk and get some air..to clear your head.

I'll be praying for you!

**hugs**

 

[HolyOne87]

I feel like i have a lot of pent up frustration and hurt and just a lot of bad stuff and i really feel like cutting. the last cuts i did have stopped hurting so i feel like i need to do it more. please pray i wont because i will hurt the only person who has ever really loved me and i promised that i wouldn't cut anymore.

i know how that can be. I promised someone close to me as well..and i know how hard it is to try and not give in, especially with a promise on the line.
I will pray that you don't fall to the urge.

**many hugs**

 

[beckybooiloveu]

Soooo triggered... worse than it has been for months...

 

[americianhardcorechristian]

Soooo triggered... worse than it has been for months...

it will be ok just keep resisting *hug*

 

[Tenebrae]

gak someone only has to look at me in the wrong way at the moment...

The bad thing is good things make me feel like crap, as well as the bad things

 

[beckybooiloveu]

*HUGE HUGS* I know what you mean... im feeling triggered by absolutely everything at the moment... and i was doing so well... i dont know wat happened

 

[HolyOne87]

*HUGE HUGS* I know what you mean... im feeling triggered by absolutely everything at the moment... and i was doing so well... i dont know wat happened

i know how that is...sometimes things just get so overbearing. sometimes we do so well, that we just feel something will go wrong sooner or later(thats how i get at times).
I hope those triggers are less constant..I know how hard they are to deal with. I hope God lessens these triggered feelings.

 

[HolyOne87]

gak someone only has to look at me in the wrong way at the moment...

The bad thing is good things make me feel like crap, as well as the bad things

aww, im sorry to hear that.
I think you need a hug..maybe that'll make you feel a little better

many hugs for you!

 

[Moana]

Post.

 

[ConcreteAngel]

I just want to cut all the time...and knowing that i can't because i'll hurt someone makes it worse.

 

[ConcreteAngel]

I feel really triggered after visiting this forum...i guess it just makes me think about si'ing...but i can't give in...i just can't...or i'll hurt the only "mother" who ever loved me....i can't upset her again...i just can't.

 

[HolyOne87]

I feel really triggered after visiting this forum...i guess it just makes me think about si'ing...but i can't give in...i just can't...or i'll hurt the only "mother" who ever loved me....i can't upset her again...i just can't.

im sorry you feel triggered when you come here. Fight for not only your "mother" but yourself!
I have faith in you..I will be praying for you!

 

[kathleenmary]

so want to cut right now. =[

 

[americianhardcorechristian]

so want to cut right now. =[

but please don't

 

[ConcreteAngel]

im sorry you feel triggered when you come here. Fight for not only your "mother" but yourself!
I have faith in you..I will be praying for you!

Thanks!...don't get me wrong...this forum helps me heaps...but reading other peoples posts make me think more about si'ing when i'm already in a bad state...but i think the benefits outweigh that!

 

[HolyOne87]

so want to cut right now. =[

aw, try and fight the urge. I know you can!! You've done it before!!

 

[littlevoice]

I am new.
I cut and it is getting worse... I try to resist but it is very hard...
I want to cut now but I am trying to distract myself... this is why I signed up on this website... for support and encouragement... I need to share my secrets and my stress...

 

[HolyOne87]

I am new.
I cut and it is getting worse... I try to resist but it is very hard...
I want to cut now but I am trying to distract myself... this is why I signed up on this website... for support and encouragement... I need to share my secrets and my stress...

hi, nice to meet you.
I am glad you found this site and signed up.
Thats great how you are distracting yourself from hurting yourself. Thats a great thing to do. Feel free to open up to us at anytime! We are always here!!
I will pray that the cutting will subside. And remember, on your fight to not cut, if you accidentally do, dont be upset. We all fall to the temptation sometimes. Just get right back up and keep trying!

 

[LazeyWinde]

I've been getting dark self harming thoughts lately. If I can just keep from being tiggered until the thoughts pass I should be all right.

 

[littlevoice]

hi, nice to meet you.
I am glad you found this site and signed up.
Thats great how you are distracting yourself from hurting yourself. Thats a great thing to do. Feel free to open up to us at anytime! We are always here!!
I will pray that the cutting will subside. And remember, on your fight to not cut, if you accidentally do, dont be upset. We all fall to the temptation sometimes. Just get right back up and keep trying!

Thankyou so much for your welcome.
The temptation has passed but I find that recently it has become more often and much stronger when I do get tempted.
It upsets me because I like to have control over my thoughts but it feels like it's slipping away.