Post here when you feel like cutting

[Arianna]

i need to cut. i just realised how horrible i really am. i hate me

 

[brokenwings27]

tonite's gonna be a rough night, i dont think i'll be able to make it......you can only stay strong for so long before you just...cant do it anymore...sorry guys, but i just dont think i'll make it through tonite without SIng.

"nothing seems to express what I feel at my depressed moments quite the same way."
so true

 

[praying]

i need to cut. i just realised how horrible i really am. i hate me

You aren't horrible, you are loved, a wonderful creature made in God's image. You just have to look past all the stuff and see what God sees, what others see. You can overcome!

tonite's gonna be a rough night, i dont think i'll be able to make it......you can only stay strong for so long before you just...cant do it anymore...sorry guys, but i just dont think i'll make it through tonite without SIng.

"nothing seems to express what I feel at my depressed moments quite the same way."
so true

You can do it brokenwings, just keep saying that. I can do it, I can do it. I don't have to SI.

 

[mariachigirl]

Brokenwings, you're in my prayers. Stregnth Lord! Stregnth to overcome those urges!!!

Arianna -- you're a child created by God! As a Christian, I'm taking it upon myself to remind you of that. There's no way that you can be horrible if you're created by God the Father Himself. Stay strong!

 

[mariachigirl]

Here's my update post guys. I made it through the night without SI-ing. I'm so greateful to God and also to those that sent mt PM's responding to my post. It's never easy, but I'm gaining confidence that God wants me to overcome this. I know it's in His will, and I claim it.

I just need to get better about doing that whenever I get depressed. It's hard though.

 

[brokenwings27]

hello, im posting an update from last nite too, i made it without SIing.. lots of crying but no cutting. i'm gonna have to take it one day at a time for these last few days before i leave, but hopefully i can make it.

 

[brokenwings27]

my bad it posted twice

 

[praying]

i made it through that night without SIng. (from like 3 or 4 replies ago). its been 19 days since i last SIed... tho it seems like soo much longer

I knew you could do it!!

 

[Arianna]

Thank you Praying and Mariachigirl - thanks for your replies.

That is great news Brokenwings and Mariachigirl -

I also managed not to SI.

 

[mariachigirl]

I made it to week 3, and there's no chance of me SI'ing before bed. They say it takes 21 days to break a habit... I think God's pulling me through this!

 

[ChristInAction]

I need to cut,
good thing I dont have anything to use.
but that doesnt change the fact.
if I need to I'll use anything.

grrrr. I hate it.

God will not let us be tempted more then we can handle

 

[mariachigirl]

CIA -- how are you now?

 

[HolyOne87]

I need to cut,
good thing I dont have anything to use.
but that doesnt change the fact.
if I need to I'll use anything.

grrrr. I hate it.

God will not let us be tempted more then we can handle

fight that urge Christinaction!!I know you can!!

 

[HolyOne87]

I made it to week 3, and there's no chance of me SI'ing before bed. They say it takes 21 days to break a habit... I think God's pulling me through this!

thats wonderful! Thanks be to God!!!

 

[ChristInAction]

I'm alright now. I didnt give in.

Just a thing for you guys,
This is a major deterent for me..
I went shopping with my friend yesterday & got 2 new tops.
They are the best!
Both have short sleeves.
So I'm determend not to cut b'coz I really really love the tops.
I'm also really wanting to loose more weight so one of them looks nicer with jeans.

So if you need something to keep your mind on.
Try that!

 

[Arianna]

CIA - that's great

 

[Arianna]

i need to hurt myself why won't this stop :-( :-(

 

[ChristInAction]

i need to hurt myself why won't this stop :-( :-(

aw sweetie.
hang in there.
I know you can do this!
Prayers & love always.
Ally xox

 

[HolyOne87]

i need to hurt myself why won't this stop :-( :-(

hang in there arianna!!

 

[ChristInAction]

My scars are making me really mad.
Like they make me wanna cut, trigger me.
They look worse then the cuts them selves.
I know you can get vitamin e cream to get rid of them but I dont know how much it is & I'm scared to go & buy it.


My scars use to make me not wanna cut b'coz as long as the scars weren't faiding, I was fine. but now. I hate my self everytime I see them.
I just wanna wear short sleves without having to cover my arm in foundation & braclets while I'm out, then still being so scared that someone will notice.