Post here when you feel like cutting

[HolyOne87]

Thanks Girls!

I'm feeling really strong urges at the moment........i want to SI so badly.

try and fight it..maybe go and listen to some music or read a book..or exercise a bit..sometimes exercising can really help with getting rid of urges.

 

[kathleenmary]

try doing something to get it off your mind..maybe play an online game or listen to music (or do both!)

lol...i didnt cut =]

 

[ConcreteAngel]

i can't do this anymore...i need to cut so desperately. i'm sorry.

 

[HolyOne87]

i can't do this anymore...i need to cut so desperately. i'm sorry.

aw, i wish you wouldnt..I pray that God takes away that urge and that thought..

 

[ConcreteAngel]

aw, i wish you wouldnt..I pray that God takes away that urge and that thought..

i haven't cut myself yet...thanks for your prayers!

 

[kathleenmary]

i think im going to slip again.

 

[ConcreteAngel]

i think im going to slip again.

Please hang in there kath! Try not to...i know it is super hard...cos i feel like i'm going to slip again too...but we've gotta fight it.

love CA

 

[HolyOne87]

i think im going to slip again.

try not to! i know its tempting..I've had a lot of temptation as of late, so i understand..but you can overcome it!! I will pray that you do, and that you will be okay!

 

[HolyOne87]

i haven't cut myself yet...thanks for your prayers!

thats wonderful!
i will keep praying!

 

[kathleenmary]

Please hang in there kath! Try not to...i know it is super hard...cos i feel like i'm going to slip again too...but we've gotta fight it.

love CA

but its so hard. i feel like giving up. but then again i know i have to fight the urge. ugh. this is too much.

 

[Tenebrae]

i can't do this anymore...i need to cut so desperately. i'm sorry.

Dont be too hard on yourself hun

 

[Tenebrae]

Please hang in there kath! Try not to...i know it is super hard...cos i feel like i'm going to slip again too...but we've gotta fight it.

love CA

well said, and congrats on not going there... You can do it, the enemy will try and work on our thoughts but you go girl

 

[ConcreteAngel]

i really need to cut, but i know i can't...i hate myself so much...i'm no good for anything.

 

[HolyOne87]

i really need to cut, but i know i can't...i hate myself so much...i'm no good for anything.

im sure thats not true..your good at helping others on this!
Thats a great thing!

 

[Tenebrae]

i really need to cut, but i know i can't...i hate myself so much...i'm no good for anything.

Wrong

You have termendous value to God, he sent this son for you, so that you could be able to walk with him..... You have value to others here as well, even though at times you really struggle, you are still able to offer support to others.....

You have much value,. not only to God, but to people here and in your RTL as well

 

[secretx]

Right now I feel like doing it so much... I'm just nervous about tomorrow, because I hate going to places with lots of people. And every Saturday


I really hope I don't before morning.

 

[Tenebrae]

Right now I feel like doing it so much... I'm just nervous about tomorrow, because I hate going to places with lots of people. And every Saturday


I really hope I don't before morning.

if its not too personal what are you doing tomorrow?

Big hugs anyhow, and praying that you can get through it ok

 

[ConcreteAngel]

It's getting hard to fight the urge...i want to SI so badly...i know i shouldn't but i do...it's overwhelming and i feel so alone. i'm sorry.

 

[Tenebrae]

It's getting hard to fight the urge...i want to SI so badly...i know i shouldn't but i do...it's overwhelming and i feel so alone. i'm sorry.

Can you go for 30mins with out doing it?

When you make 30mins try to not do it for an hour. Then two and so on. I apologise if it seems overly simplistic I know for me when things were really bad, Ihad to aim for 30mins at a time in the worst moments but when I made 30mins I went for an hour. Sometimes I slipped, and SI'ed but alot of the times I was able to go for longer and longer periods of time

You can do it, praying for God to hold you close in this difficult time

 

[ConcreteAngel]

Can you go for 30mins with out doing it?

When you make 30mins try to not do it for an hour. Then two and so on. I apologise if it seems overly simplistic I know for me when things were really bad, Ihad to aim for 30mins at a time in the worst moments but when I made 30mins I went for an hour. Sometimes I slipped, and SI'ed but alot of the times I was able to go for longer and longer periods of time

You can do it, praying for God to hold you close in this difficult time

i don't know, i can't think...i want to hurt myself so badly...trying to stop myself just makes me want to do it more, the only thing i can really do is take a high dose of valium or something to knock me out......i can't handle this...i miss my "mum" soooo much...i hate myself for letting myself get close enough to someone that i would actually miss them....i know i'm so stupid. i'm sorry.