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thejesusfish90
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I've been to Shakers a couple of times in the past but I probably wouldn't go now because I've changed my mind on a lot of things theology wise.
I have to say that they do get some great speakers from overseas. Guys like Glen Berteau, Benny Perez and Chris Hill are simply amazing to listen to. I will probably go and see Chris Hill speak when he is at the City church.
In the past I would have defended that sort of worship to the hilt, I was brought up AOG all the way and never questioned anything. While I have nothing against the style of music (or how loud it is, even if I have to wear earplugs now) what I don't really agree with anymore is the majority of lyrics that are used, which is what I think Rachael mentioned at the beginning.
What I worry about is that most of the lyrics are us-centred eg. I love you, I can feel you, rain down on me, touch me....me me me I I I etc. rather than God-centred. I think there are times and places for both but recently there is a lot more me me me I I I than God is....God you are etc.
I only came to realise this over the past 18 months, during which I have and continue to suffer from depression. I would come to church and have to sing these songs about I love you, I can feel you in my life etc. etc. etc. when I didn't feel anything like that. I would have much preferred to sing about who God was because he is unchanging.....not like my emotional state.
And I think that in the end is my greatest worry, that the overuse of us-centred lyrics and the over-emphasis on things like Planetshakers (I am not saying it shouldn't have any emphasis) are breeding Christians that are equating experience with spirituality......who need to 'feel' something, or to be 'touched' in order to validate their relationship with God. Because of the theology that I grew up with, I felt so guilty during the time that I had depression (but was undiagnosed) because I couldn't 'feel' God and I thought that meant there was something wrong with me or I was less spiritual or something like that.
As Earthsuit so delicately put it:
"Youth camp junkies don't get enough to make the buzz last"
-Schizophreniac
Just to balance this out, I should add that when I have been to Planetshakers, I have encountered God in an incredible way, one year my curved spine was healed.....I was just on my own and it was really beautiful - I threw out my insoles (my spine was stuffing my feet up) and have never looked back. To me it felt like God was looking out for me![]()
I can Very much relate to you 1 girl Army... thankyou for sharing your views.... I think its important to mix the I's in with the you's.... whenever we sing this on line in a song "In all I do I honour you"... I cringe, because If I said it I woulkd be lying, I dont honour god in everyway in my life, although I'd like to, Im am not perfect yet.... I think though there needs to be some element of personal committment though, but there also needs to be plenty of aknowledgement of god, and even coperal worship, so chuck in some we's....
YBIC
Chris
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