To be patient would require me to be waiting for something.
From the point of view of an unbeliever, there is little point in waiting around for a non-existent God to show up.
However, thank you; I appreciate your approach and your politeness, and your refreshing abstention from proclaiming my eternal damnation.
I hope it's more about the former, myself. If there really are absolute moral values, then simply knowing about them and understanding them will allow one to cleanse oneself.
Firstly, if you meet a Christian and he/she tells you that he/she knows you are damned; then you are in the prescence of a presumptuous, proud fool and you would do well to end the conversation so as not to allow further pollution of you mind.
Maybe offering up a prayer for them to the God who just might exist would not be a bad idea either.
Secondly, you say you are a disbeliever. I believe you too
But you are clever enough to know that saying "I don't believe in X" can be a radically different sentence depending on what X equals.
If you are saying that you know beyond all doubt that God does not exist then, we'll say no more about it. If you say you are waiting for more evidence or experience; then I say "Be patient."
Now the last two sentences of your post ... Brilliant. There are two possible reasons why we differ though. Either you are a much more morally strong person than I am and so would always wish to comform your will to what is "right"; or it's because you are younger than I am and so you haven't felt the addictive and habitual nature of sin as strongly.
I'm happy to go with the former.
You are saying basically that once you could see that something is absolutley unquestionably the correct moral way, you would conform your will to act in accordance with it.
I salute you.
Our friend Washington seems to think this is the negation of free will. I don't get that at all. If someone decides to act in a certain way because it is God's will, this is exactly the same as saying they wish to act in such a way because it is absolutely right. It is the choosing to act in a particular way that is the act of will.
Sooner or later supernatural help will be needed to keep it up, but it still requires us to make the choice in the first place.