not that it matters

[ILoveYeshua]

its even worse cuz im at work, so i cant really ......... do what i want to do. which is just collapse into a ball and wither away

 

[ILoveYeshua]

1. express love 2. get turned down

repeat ad infinitum

 

[ILoveYeshua]

im 26. in aug. after a 6y relationship i got dumped and had to move in with my parents. it gets worse.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

and then it looked like it might stop getting worse and get better. but it was like a mirage.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

and i'm left eating sand.

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

I could belt out a lot of homolies and cute sayings but I don't think that would be beneficial right now.

My advice is don't drink and drive......uhh ----well anyway.

Don't do anything dumb!

 

[ILoveYeshua]

i wont

 

[ILoveYeshua]

maybe you could share something personal that could somehow relate that you can identify with this situation.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

i mean, if you really feel like doing anything. and obviously pray. yeah.

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

Maybe someone will come in here with some GOOD advice. I'm just an old geezer. Even though I've gone through the same thing you've gone through it still would come accross better from someone that is around your age.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

well, thanks for your time and concern. that makes 1.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

i'm not the suicidal type. i choose life. so yea, no worries there. just beaten and -half- dead.

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

All I remeber is the ongoing agony of something that couldn't be and I mean couldn't be!!

She wasn't Christian and I though I would die when I broke up. It was like somebody dying but still being there to remind you of their presence

 

[ILoveYeshua]

ouch

 

[ILoveYeshua]

i just want to lay my head in her lap, and look up at her into her eyes, and hold her. .............................................................................................

did i not pray hard enough? i dont get it.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

she's christian btw.

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

It's even harder loving someone and knowing that it wouldn't work because they didn't believe what you believed. We had been going together for 9 years and were VERY close. But ya know even though I could say it was 9 years out of my life, I have to say that that saying" It's better to have loved and lost than not loved at all" is very true not matter how much hurt I felt.

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

God DID answer your prayer........sorry.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

thank you...

I agree, that must have been very hard, especially knowing her eventual fate.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

everyone who asks receives. i know.