not that it matters

[C.F.W. Walther]

That's only happened to me and few million other people

 

[ILoveYeshua]

except when ya dont. hmm

 

[ILoveYeshua]

that should make me feel better, but it only makes me feel worse that so many others have delved into the pits of heartache.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

whats the other famous line? oh yeah

maybe its a test. yeah.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

well i fail. i give up. i surrender. get me outta here. white flag. throwing in the towel. i lose.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

i just dont care anymore. for so long i've sought for my wife-to-be. seeking and seeking, but now my eyes are failing in searching. i thought i'd found my home but 'no'.

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

Gee---glad I could make you feel better.......huh?

 

[ILoveYeshua]

not that it matters.

10-4, over and out. have a nice day.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

in a couple days youll all forget about me.

 

[Protoevangel]

I really identify with the pain you are going through. I was once hurt so badly that I pretty much stopped eating for weeks. I couldn't get more than a couple of mouthfuls before I felt like I was going to puke it all up. I drank myself into a stupor nearly every night. I lost many, many pounds. Eventually, I began eating again, the pain wasn't over, though. Now, though, when I look back on the situation, I have no pain, I do have a feeling of nostalgia, and even some "what if" thoughts, but life continued. All I can say is however bad it hurts, you will learn how to deal with the pain. You will get on with your life. You will love again, as strange as that may sound right now.

God bless, you are in my prayers.

 

[LilLamb219]

I don't think women really realize how hard men take these sorts of things.

I'm very sorry you're going through such heartache right now. It could possibly be that this is not the woman God has in mind for you...or the timing is just not right. Not that those words are comforting to you right now but someday they will be.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

my depression is unimaginable. i'm usually chronically depressed anyway (gee could you tell??) but yeah. this, this takes the cake. it takes a couple cakes. it took the cake, and ate it too.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

I don't think women really realize how hard men take these sorts of things.

I agree, but only insofar as humans in general do not recognize their fellow neighbor when he is in need and in pain. Women tend to believe their feelings matter more. Men tend to believe men should suppress their feelings. anyway.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

I'm very sorry you're going through such heartache right now. It could possibly be that this is not the woman God has in mind for you...or the timing is just not right. Not that those words are comforting to you right now but someday they will be.

well i hope its just timing. thats the only .......... needle-eye to slip thru. timing. later. maybe later.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

but no one else will do. never.

 

[LilLamb219]

my depression is unimaginable. i'm usually chronically depressed anyway (gee could you tell??) but yeah. this, this takes the cake. it takes a couple cakes. it took the cake, and ate it too.

A LOT of us have been there as well in that deep pit of no one loves me, no one will ever love me, no one cares, the world is crashing down upon me.

Time will tell a different story though.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

(not counting Jesus, who i know loves me) no one else has ever yet, or will ever, show me the compassion she has. we're best friends still. but i need her.

 

[LilLamb219]

Women tend to believe their feelings matter more.

That's not true at all. Women are extremely empathic and realize other's emotional needs are important.

 

[LilLamb219]

Did she tell you that she does not feel the same for you? Or does she love someone else?

 

[ILoveYeshua]

people hate me because of Jesus' name. people hate because i'm overweight. people hate me because i'm intelligent. people hate me because i act all depressed. people hate me because i'm white. people hate me because i speak the truth. people have always hated me. every turn i took. cf has been one of my lone, sole, points to reach out to. its been the only place that i havent been utterly hated.