not that it matters

[ILoveYeshua]

i know you want to help. but i dont know how you can.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

well 2 people came to look, and left. reminds me of Job

 

[ILoveYeshua]

except without me being covered in festering sores. and he was married. that, that will never happen for me.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

just more of the same. every day. wishing, wanting, waiting, but nothing.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

i guess that person did not want to reply to my private message

 

[ILoveYeshua]

maybe that person is still writing. wait, there i go hoping again. i should know better by now.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

maybe some athiests will come in to gloat and kick me.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

Luke 10:30-37 And Jesus answering said, A certain man went down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell among thieves, which stripped him of his raiment, and wounded him, and departed, leaving him half dead. (31) And by chance there came down a certain priest that way: and when he saw him, he passed by on the other side. (32) And likewise a Levite, when he was at the place, came and looked on him, and passed by on the other side. (33) But a certain Samaritan, as he journeyed, came where he was: and when he saw him, he had compassion on him, (34) And went to him, and bound up his wounds, pouring in oil and wine, and set him on his own beast, and brought him to an inn, and took care of him. (35) And on the morrow when he departed, he took out two pence, and gave them to the host, and said unto him, Take care of him; and whatsoever thou spendest more, when I come again, I will repay thee. (36) Which now of these three, thinkest thou, was neighbor unto him that fell among the thieves? (37) And he said, He that showed mercy on him. Then said Jesus unto him, Go, and do thou likewise.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

went to him, and bound up his wounds, pouring in oil and wine, and set him on his own beast, and brought him to an inn, and took care of him.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

And on the morrow when he departed, he took out two pence, and gave them to the host, and said unto him, Take care of him; and whatsoever thou spendest more, when I come again, I will repay thee.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

Luk 10:29 But he, willing to justify himself, said unto Jesus, And who is my neighbor?

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

You finished yet

 

[ILoveYeshua]

yeah.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

i'm finished. so finished.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

i was this |---| close to the happiest day of my life. .............. im just so tired.

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

OK----now---what's up? unrequited Love?

 

[ILoveYeshua]

of course

 

[ILoveYeshua]

requited, but not in the form i desire. if you understand.

 

[ILoveYeshua]

and i dont even have any real people in my life to turn to. so i'm just typing til something happens.

 

[C.F.W. Walther]

sooo-----geeezzz-----what happened?