- Jul 22, 2017
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Maybe this is a prayer request, or maybe it's a question of sorts, I'm not really sure.
I'm not having a crisis of faith. I fully believe in God and Christ and what He did on the cross. I'm thankful for salvation through grace and faith. I'm simply struggling with life. I've read a couple books by Dr. Craig on apologetics in the last couple months and I'm coming around to the idea that the main point of this life is knowledge of God and not happiness. I guess I'm wondering though, if I'm not happy what's the point? I mean I'm intelligent (high IQ), I have a great career, the Lord has provided for me and I don't really want for much of anything...except companionship. I've heard the constant platitudes of Jesus is all you need, or talk to God. If this is so, then why is someone who is happy with just Jesus in his/her life get married? Was He not enough? I pray and talk to the Lord, but want I feel like I'm lacking is real conversation, intelligent engagement in discussion, or something similar. I've essentially given up on happiness. And if I hear the love yourself line one more time I'm gonna snap, because...I DO and I'm sick of people assuming. What I'm wanting is someone to share things with and I can't figure out what's wrong with that, because everyone says the same crap over and over again because they assume rather than actually trying to understand what I mean. Some say well Paul was alone, and that's not entirely true if you read scripture, but I digress, even if he was I'm not Paul the Apostle, I'm me. So even praying for others to be happy, even, if I'm not has to have some merit...doesn't it?
I'm not having a crisis of faith. I fully believe in God and Christ and what He did on the cross. I'm thankful for salvation through grace and faith. I'm simply struggling with life. I've read a couple books by Dr. Craig on apologetics in the last couple months and I'm coming around to the idea that the main point of this life is knowledge of God and not happiness. I guess I'm wondering though, if I'm not happy what's the point? I mean I'm intelligent (high IQ), I have a great career, the Lord has provided for me and I don't really want for much of anything...except companionship. I've heard the constant platitudes of Jesus is all you need, or talk to God. If this is so, then why is someone who is happy with just Jesus in his/her life get married? Was He not enough? I pray and talk to the Lord, but want I feel like I'm lacking is real conversation, intelligent engagement in discussion, or something similar. I've essentially given up on happiness. And if I hear the love yourself line one more time I'm gonna snap, because...I DO and I'm sick of people assuming. What I'm wanting is someone to share things with and I can't figure out what's wrong with that, because everyone says the same crap over and over again because they assume rather than actually trying to understand what I mean. Some say well Paul was alone, and that's not entirely true if you read scripture, but I digress, even if he was I'm not Paul the Apostle, I'm me. So even praying for others to be happy, even, if I'm not has to have some merit...doesn't it?