Hi Gwen,Do I have to call my mom? If so, how often?
My mom is 74-yrs old, and she lives in another state. We have never had any major fights, but that is because I try to placate her and never confront her. She lives alone and is healthy. She is mean, critical, self-centered, controlling and actually lies a lot. We see each other 3-4 a year, and after *almost* every visit, I am upset for at least a week trying to recover from her "subtle" digs, blatant rude remarks, negative reply to everything, and critical spirit.
I have never wanted to talk to her on the phone because of the above things I mentioned. Also, I really am not and never have been a "phone" person. Now, if she needed me I would drop anything and everything and be there. I spent many days with her helping her recover from knee replacement, and I took her to cataract's appts.
Unless she really needs me, I rather NOT talk to her, but every few months. Recently, I let 2 1/2 weeks go by without calling her and she left me a mean voice mail and told me "it was sad I was too busy to call her" and it's not fair that my sister has to be the one to check on her.
I am not a busy person at all, I simply don't like her and I don't like the way she treats me or anyone, and the more I am around her, the more I dislike her. She thinks senior citizens can do and say whatever they want, and should express discontent in stores, restaurants, anytime and place.
SO............. do I have to call per her expectation because I am commanded to honor and love? Am I supposed to let her impose her will on me? Am I suppose to subject myself to her nasty personality?
Realize.. she can drive, she has friends, money, etc.. I am not talking about an old frail unhealthy women here.
Thanks for your time reading this and I appreciate your thoughts.
I have read over the responses you have received. Some are sympathetic and understanding and there is a tone of love. Others, well, not so much. I find myself feeling judgemental toward those who are sounding judgemental toward you. We are all such pathetic sinners aren't we. I am sorry for the problems you are having.
I feel guilty and confused as well by similar problems with my mother who is a Christian, reads her Bible and prays and I love her but on the other hand has some very difficult personality traits to deal with. Manipulative, critical, controlling, guilt trips, never acknowledges her own part of things or apologizes for anything. Never has anything nice to say about me. My brother is not a believer and just a few months ago said, "I think Mom is the most difficult person I know".
It seems that the only people here who have pat answers have had no experience with difficult parents like this who can leave them emotionally and mentally distraught, confused and feeling guilty all within just a few short minutes on the phone. I've been there.
I remember getting off the phone once with my mother feeling exactly the way you have described your own feelings. And yes, it can take days to recover. I remember lying on the floor feeling distraught and angry and guilty and confused. All I could do was pray, "God please help me, please help me". The verse from Proverbs 29:8 came to my mind: The fear of man brings a snare.
I felt at peace and I didn't feel guilty any more. We do not have to be slaves to our parents manipulation and guilt trips. We do want to please our parents and have their approval but becoming enslaved (snared) to their manipulations is not required to honour them.
Do what you are mentally and emotionally capable of in regards to your relationship with your mother and pray. Ask God for wisdom in how to handle your mother's behaviours. He promises that he will give it, James 1:5. It may come in the form of Bible verses or advice from counsellors or an epiphany to you from God Himself.
I believe that you will be honouring both your mother and God in this way.
God is not like some parents are. He is not manipulative and demanding and critical etc. He loves us and feels our pain and wants to help us and guide us.
someone quoted Galatians 5 and the fruit of the Spirit. I love that verse. Love, joy, peace, patience, gentleness, kindness, meekness, faith and self control. I want these things in my life. They come from the Holy Spirit within us, they are not pushed down our throats.
God loves to see us grow. Remember that HE is loving, kind, and gentle and patient with us as well. He knows we will fall again. What I love about Him is that I know He will be there to help me get back up again. He is VERY VERY gently and kind and merciful and forgiving.
Love, your brother, TG.
PS. as I post this, I promise I will pray for you as well.
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