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JesusIsMyBoaz
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I am very nervous about finding a new church. I was raised Catholic, and have always considered myself Catholic until a couple years ago, when I finally realized that I was not Catholic in my heart. ie, I didn't believe in their doctrine anymore.
I have major social anxieties, so going to different churches is very difficult for me to do. I listen to sermons on podcasts, and seem to agree with much of the 2 Baptist ministers have preached. I went to a church, Association of Free Lutherans, and really loved the small, family qualities of the church. The minister's teaching is similar to my beliefs. I have friends in this church, and I feel comfortable there.
But God lead me to another church last weekend. The Lutheran church was camping and the services where at the camp ground. I asked God to lead me to a place to worship. I arrived late, but I was still able to listen to the sermon, which I felt was truth of God's words. I attended bible study, and really enjoyed that as well. On my way out, I saw that it was an Assemble of God, a Pentecostal church. I read their information and found one thing that bothered me. It talked about how once you've been baptized in the Holy Spirit, you will speak in tongues as an initial sign of the Holy Spirit. I believe in the gifts of the Holy Spirit, but I have never spoken in tongue. To top things off, I don't know anyone in this church.
I feel strongly that God is leading me to this place. But it's charismatic, and with my Catholic background, it's a little (a lot) uncomfortable for me. I'm the kind of person who hates attention being placed on me, so I don't see myself raising my hands and coming to the altar or anything else.
Maybe none of this makes sense, but i am struggling with this dilemma. I want to be an active member of a church and offer my talents and gifts to help in ministry. Please advice me on your thoughts. Am I making too much of this because of my fears and anxieties?
Thank you for listening.
I have major social anxieties, so going to different churches is very difficult for me to do. I listen to sermons on podcasts, and seem to agree with much of the 2 Baptist ministers have preached. I went to a church, Association of Free Lutherans, and really loved the small, family qualities of the church. The minister's teaching is similar to my beliefs. I have friends in this church, and I feel comfortable there.
But God lead me to another church last weekend. The Lutheran church was camping and the services where at the camp ground. I asked God to lead me to a place to worship. I arrived late, but I was still able to listen to the sermon, which I felt was truth of God's words. I attended bible study, and really enjoyed that as well. On my way out, I saw that it was an Assemble of God, a Pentecostal church. I read their information and found one thing that bothered me. It talked about how once you've been baptized in the Holy Spirit, you will speak in tongues as an initial sign of the Holy Spirit. I believe in the gifts of the Holy Spirit, but I have never spoken in tongue. To top things off, I don't know anyone in this church.
I feel strongly that God is leading me to this place. But it's charismatic, and with my Catholic background, it's a little (a lot) uncomfortable for me. I'm the kind of person who hates attention being placed on me, so I don't see myself raising my hands and coming to the altar or anything else.
Maybe none of this makes sense, but i am struggling with this dilemma. I want to be an active member of a church and offer my talents and gifts to help in ministry. Please advice me on your thoughts. Am I making too much of this because of my fears and anxieties?
Thank you for listening.