I ask because some of it confuses me. Christianity is meant to be so against slavery etc. and then I read that. So who better to question than a Christian? I understand, I have been a christian for many years and there are things I still have to search the answers for.
When im 100% it is the road to take, when will that be? I have no idea, I don't want to rush myself, but I don't want to be too late. I don't want you to be too late either.
Bluntly, yes
If I like and believe what I see, yes
Im reading the Book of John right now. And it's great, i'd love it to be true, and the text book problem is, I'm not sure if it's true. Just keep reading, then you may want to continue into Romans and Hebrews. Those are pretty good starters into understanding things about our faith.