Hi all!
Not a good day.
I had arrived at my downtown Jerusalem office & was walking to a nearby grocery store to get some yogurt & fresh fruit for breakfast (which I usually eat at my desk) when I heard that awful wail of many, many sirens. That sound means only one thing and I hate that I have come to know it so well over the past few years. A suicide-bomber (a woman; woman are supposed to
give life, not take it!) blew up on a crowded public bus, just across the park from my office, murdering at least 10 people and wounding dozens more.
One day not too long ago when the bad craziness here (Israel in general, Jerusalem in particular) was really intense, I was driving to work one morning & came down over a particular hill in northern Jerusalem to catch the whole city laid out before me. As I was crawling along in the rush hour traffic, looking at the city, I suddenly recalled I Chronicles 21:16 -
I wondered, gazing out at the city before me, if a similar angel of destruction (that's what the angel in I Chronicles 21 was; see the context), unseen by me (who is not even remotely close to King David's exalted spiritual level that I could be granted visions of angels), might not have been "standing between the earth and the heaven, having a drawn sword in his hand stretched out over Jerusalem" given the then/present level of acute insanity here (see above). I tried to picture this & got such a fright that I almost shuddered. Whenever there's a bad terrorist attack, like today, I think about this.
At times like this, I like to read Isaiah 65:16-25 for comfort.
Sigh

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When stuff like this happens & I wonder how the loving & merciful God that we all worship could have let it happened, I (as an orthodox Jew) remind myself that such as we shouldn't dare to try to read God's mind (so to speak) and presume to know why He allows this or that thing to happen. Deuteronomy 29:28 tells us that,
Very many things that are beyond our ken must be one of these, "secret things."
Whenever such disasters happen, I refer to Deut. 29:28, Psalm 131:1-2
,
Isaiah 55:9
,
and Job 38:2-4
to help prevent me from getting too big for my spiritual britches.
Last year, when terrorists in Kenya tried to shoot down an Israeli civilian airlinder as it was taking off from Mombasa's airport, many passengers on the plane reported feeling sudden, momentary turbulence as the missiles whooshed past the plane. One of our town's chief rabbis (we have two) said that the sudden turbulence they felt wasn't the terrorists' infernal devices whooshing past the plane, but an angel shoving the plane out of their way. As always, we must praise God for the miracles that He bestows on us, undeserving as we are.
I apologize for this rambling post. I thank everyone for listening.
Be well!
ssv