Hello, I'm somewhat new to ChristianForums, mostly in that I haven't posted much until recently. I've been viewing this forum frequently in the past few months because I'm a Christian egalitarian. But I've been wondering about whether or not I should go back to identifying as a feminist as well as an egalitarian.
I grew up in a fairly conservative family with mostly egalitarian, (e.g. women can speak their minds, women can go into whatever careers they want, college and work is good for women, mothers can work inside or outside the home, whichever one they think will be best for them) but a little complementarian as well (e.g. churches shouldn't have female pastors, the husband is the de-facto leader of the household, even though the husband and wife are mostly equal in decision-making).
I thought like this when I was younger, then when I was a teenager, I got into third-wave feminism in the early 2010s. But when I was 17-18 years old, I started becoming more conservative again, though I still considered myself a feminist. Then, I started getting into the anti-SJW movement and GamerGate and I started to feel like feminism was being hijacked by secular liberalism, Tumblr, and the Social Justice movement, so I started distancing myself from the feminist movement. I also wanted to support men's issues like the suicide and homelessness rates, divorce and custody inequality, and double standards against men. However, during an episode of scrupulosity OCD at 22 years old, I encountered The Transformed Wife's blog and had a big OCD episode where I was fearing that I possibly wasn't being a good Christian woman because I was going to be a grad student and I wanted have both a career and husband, but no children. Then I started browsing more and more, been reading more on this forum, and now feel secure in my faith and am an egalitarian. Should I identify as a feminist again? Should I just stay an egalitarian? I still kind of have hope for the feminist movement and there are some things I agree with. I just don't like that the movement has embraced some very worldly and sinful things.
Hello! Fellow Scrupulosity OCD sufferer here! I also stumbled onto Transformed Wife and it messed me up for a long time. Also suffer trauma issues (am in intense therapy twice weekly) from abuse from a Christian father and a legalistic evangelical upbringing which am de constructing from
I was allowed and in fact, encouraged to have a career for which am grateful for but my mother was not allowed to leave my father. also Lori Alexander's issues with women leaving home as soon as they adults and being independent really affected me because I kept thinking I had been rebellious to leave my father in spite of the abuse...this was massively triggering because dad used to say that all women are under fathers authority until they marry....
Lori also believes that childfree by choice if you're married is a sin but I never desired children and my health issues (physical disability as well as mental) would !take that impossible....the verse about women being saved by childbearing really threw me off balance but someone reassured me that it refers to Mary having Jesus....
I don't like the word feminist because of what the term has come to mean these days, e.g. Abortion on demand for non medical reasons, which I disagree with.
And yet....I also see nothing in Bible saying women cannot vote, have a job, prophesy, evangelize (I know some say women can't be pastors ).
I also support women a rights in terms of shelters for domestic violence, any support for victims /survivors of abuse, (also for m ale victims as well) and I think secular movements who work with domestic violence and rape survivors have many insights that the church would benefit from.
I don't buy that all secular knowledge is world or demonic either....only if it goes against the Bible..all good gifts are from God....
So i don't know what i 'd call myself. I would say just a Christian who knows God is love and honours women
As for biblical gender roles in marriage, God intended the man to be head in sense of being a protector of the woman, not lording it over her.
It does make sense that if a wife and mother can afford to stay home to care for her children, that is better for them, but not all women can afford to, not all are called to be wives or mothers either...and even for wives and mothers God may have a calling for them which extends outside the home. I read the keepers at home scripture to mean two things. Number 1, women in Paul's day were generally 98% wives and mothers and were expected to be home, women married at puberty straight from their fathers or uncles or brothers home. Number 2/ I don't think even then it meant women could not have interests of their own as long as the children and home were the main focus. So today, if a mother has outside interests that is ok if she still has the and focus for and in her children
those are just my opinions though
I would say that I am mostly complementarian as I don't have an issue with husband being head of the wife as long as that doesn't mean he is lording it over her. and there should be no abuse. But it took me many years , decades to accept that because of the abuse making me wary of male authority.
I think one has to be aware of extremes. I see a lot of legalism in movements like The Transformed Wife, Biblical Gender Roles, Quiverfull, Bill Gothard etc and I really don't think Jesus died for us to be in bondage. And don't get me started on some of the more extreme holiness churches where a woman is damned to hell if she trims her hair (bible says hair not to be shorn on a woman, doesn't say it can't be trimmed, bobbed or styled) or wears a bathing suit.