It's all getting worse. Is there a pastor here who can private message me?

[Follower Untainted]

And talk to me. No one around me is willing to listen anymore and the more I keep it in the worse I feel. I just. I don't know why I want to die so bad. I just really want to go home to heaven. I want to go home so bad and I cry everyday about it, I just don't understand why God can't take me home. I don't belong here. I'm so depressed, almost crippling depressed because I'm not at home. This world is so darn cruel, and I just... I just want to go home. I just realised that (as I'm writing this) I'm so depressed because I'm not home in heaven. I just want to be with God. I do feel His presence everyday and often see the number 333. But I just I want to be MORE with Him. I know is be happy when I'm in heaven

I would tell my psychiatrist/nurse practitioner/social worker this, but I'm afraid they wouldn't take me seriously.

Please someone help me deal with this.

 

[MariaJLM]

I struggle with depression too. You're in my prayers.

 

[God is good]

And talk to me. No one around me is willing to listen anymore and the more I keep it in the worse I feel. I just. I don't know why I want to die so bad. I just really want to go home to heaven. I want to go home so bad and I cry everyday about it, I just don't understand why God can't take me home. I don't belong here. I'm so depressed, almost crippling depressed because I'm not at home. This world is so darn cruel, and I just... I just want to go home. I just realised that (as I'm writing this) I'm so depressed because I'm not home in heaven. I just want to be with God. I do feel His presence everyday and often see the number 333. But I just I want to be MORE with Him. I know is be happy when I'm in heaven

I would tell my psychiatrist/nurse practitioner/social worker this, but I'm afraid they wouldn't take me seriously.

Please someone help me deal with this.

I just want you to know that God can use you in this life to bring glory to Him and that you are very special to Him. God bless you and Jesus is Lord. If you ever want to pm me you can.

 

[Southernscotty]

You're not alone. Confidential help is available for free.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

Call 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday

I sent you a PM Friend

 

[maintenance man]

Please someone help me deal with this.

Have you tried the Chaplain's Office

Have you tired Faithful Counseling

 

[Paidiske]

PM'ing you.

 

[Tolworth John]

I would tell my psychiatrist/nurse practitioner/social worker this, but I'm afraid they wouldn't take me seriously.

You are unlikely to believe me but what you have expresed is your depression talking.

Please take your medication and arrange to see your
psychiatrist/nurse practitioner/social worker, they will believe you, what you are expressing is common among those who are suffering from depression.

 

[Jeshu]

Please know you don't need to die to be with the Lord and you can gain your good life back no matter how depressed you must be. It is an question of trading your bad life with God for your good life. Please remember that it is about loosing your bad life not succumbing to it. Please repent of any thoughts of dying apart of in your bad life, one by one, not all in one go, you don't want to wake up on the wrong side of the great divide.

What we sow we shall harvest the bible teaches, so do that, sow good life in your heart by resisting bad life. Focus on putting your faith in God's love and grow love bit by bit, loving deed after loving deed. Exercise gentleness, self control and pray for joy to come and brighten your days. Joy in your salvation is an awesome weapon against depression and it brings so much thankfulness alive.

Going to The Lord is a road we have to walk down here, not siding with the enemy but keeping our focus on The Lord and growing His good life into our own life.

Be of good courage God is good.