You've had a lot of rough stuff in your life. Praise God you're where you're at now though! I think you know this, but your past does impact your perception of yourself in the present. It skews it. You see yourself inaccurately because of the things people have said to you and done to you in the past. Just because other people say it doesn't mean its true, and just because you're treated a certain way doesn't mean you deserve that. You seem like a cool girl who has dealt with and overcome a lot of adversity. That's awesome. A lot of Christian guys are pretty messed up by what this world has taught and continues to teach them. As they grow and mature in their relationship with Christ, they realize that they don't need to go after the girls society calls attractive that are outgoing and flirtatiously inviting. You'll find the right guy. It might take a while, but you will. You have a lot of great qualities that a lot of guys will go for. Just keep pursuing His love, and let Him work out those other details.
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