Two years ago during my senior year of high school i was in a relationship with a girl who i still love to this day. Prior to us being "together" i had known her as my best friend for about 5 years. She knew me like the back of her hand and vice versa, and i could honestly see myself marrying this woman because of the strong connection we had. I felt more completed when she was in my life....but because of our parting to different colleges in different areas of the country, I thought it would be best for us if we ended it w/o trying to attempt the long distance relationship. It destroyed her. She didnt want to let me go, and in a lot of ways neither did I but I wasnt thinking with my heart.
So our relationship ended and we went on out different paths, still keeping in contact with each others lives. Ive tried dating other girls since i broke up with her but I honestly cant because Im still in love with this girl. I cant tell her how I feel because she has a boyfriend now and is happy. I pray to God everynight that He may help guide me in what I should do about this but am having problems figuring out what His intentions are. I try to take the easy way out and take her off my AIM, but every time I do that she ends up IMing me within the next couple of days, even if i havent talked to her in a looong time. Its near to impossible to let this girl go and move on with my life but I still love her soo much. I know Im still young, 20, and there are more girls out there who could be the one, but its hard to imagine a relationship better than the one i had.
sorry for sucha long rant but I guess i need to get this out more than anything. does anyone have any advice on what i should do? I know God has a plan but I cant get past her. shes one of the first things i think of in the mornin and one of the last at nite. Thank you for any input
So our relationship ended and we went on out different paths, still keeping in contact with each others lives. Ive tried dating other girls since i broke up with her but I honestly cant because Im still in love with this girl. I cant tell her how I feel because she has a boyfriend now and is happy. I pray to God everynight that He may help guide me in what I should do about this but am having problems figuring out what His intentions are. I try to take the easy way out and take her off my AIM, but every time I do that she ends up IMing me within the next couple of days, even if i havent talked to her in a looong time. Its near to impossible to let this girl go and move on with my life but I still love her soo much. I know Im still young, 20, and there are more girls out there who could be the one, but its hard to imagine a relationship better than the one i had.
sorry for sucha long rant but I guess i need to get this out more than anything. does anyone have any advice on what i should do? I know God has a plan but I cant get past her. shes one of the first things i think of in the mornin and one of the last at nite. Thank you for any input