I hate my life.

[Criada]

It must be hard to live with so much fear... I am sorry you feel this way
Perhaps, if your clothes are an issue, you could wear something less likely to attract attention..
I think everyone shares your worry about bills and living expenses at the moment.. but God does provide, even when we can't see how He is going to do it.
Perhaps if you apply for jobs, you may be pleasantly surprised.

 

[mont974x4]

God has not given us a spirit of fear. We are children of God and he has given us power and authority throufh the Holy Spirit. When we do fear, we can run to Him, because He is our strongtower.

This song was sort of an anthem for me a couple of years ago. I was building a house for a family who had a house fire and they lost everything. They, and their 4 kids, barely escaped. They are doing very well now, and have a nice safe new home.

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=eda7a5dc9364934c41c6

 

[UnitynLove]

I'm afrad that I could be beaten up or even killed because I draw attention to myself with my clothes. Furthermore I'm afraid of paying bills, rent etc. because in bigger towns in my country everything is more expensive but people don't usually earn much more money.

Where did you get these thoughts from? What if you really do make it but your fear keeps you from succeeding. Why don't you step out of the boat like peter and try, God will supply all your needs.

 

[Jo1]

Praying for you brotherwe are all here for you

 

[empe80]

Where did you get these thoughts from? What if you really do make it but your fear keeps you from succeeding. Why don't you step out of the boat like peter and try, God will supply all your needs.

But what if I don't succeed? I prefer killing myself to trying anything. I've never been a risk-taker. Taking a risk is too dangerous.

 

[Ariel]

empe80, you were not meant to live a static life. Your life was meant to serve God, and for this to be possible, yes, there will be risks.

May I suggest? Give your life to God completely, ask Him to walk with you as you take those risks that can help you heal.

I am praying for you.

 

[empe80]

God took away my grandmother a few hours ago. I liked her so much. She was 87 but it doesn't matter. I don't think it's fair. She loved life. She was very talkative, warm-hearted woman. I should have died before she did. She deserved to be alive. I don't deserve it.

 

[Criada]

I am so sorry for your loss brother.
None of us really deserve to be alive.. but God's grace is awesome, and He plans our lives.
You are a unique and beloved person, and you are here because God wants you to be.
Praying for you and your family

 

[Ariel]

God took away my grandmother a few hours ago. I liked her so much. She was 87 but it doesn't matter. I don't think it's fair. She loved life. She was very talkative, warm-hearted woman. I should have died before she did. She deserved to be alive. I don't deserve it.

empe, I am so sorry. You must really hurt.

Like you I have lost people I loved dearly. When my father-in-law died I felt like part of my heart was missing. He was a godly Christian man who was so kind, and so loving. Like you I just hurt.

But I reflected that he would want me to go on and live life, and do good. I believe that your grandmother would want the same for you.

I am praying for you.

 

[UnitynLove]

But what if I don't succeed? I prefer killing myself to trying anything. I've never been a risk-taker. Taking a risk is too dangerous.

Why is taking risk too dangerous?? What do you think will happen to you??

 

[empe80]

Why is taking risk too dangerous?? What do you think will happen to you??

I can be beaten up or even killed. Furthermore I could become homeless if I incurred a debt and wasn't able to pay it off.