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Which promise is God not fulfilling in your life?
Which truths?Primarily truth I suppose, there is others I felt were promises from God but I suppose they cannot be considered as such without God's truth behind them.
I've prayed for a long time for the things I've thought I've heard about God not to be deceits from the enemy, and for signs about the faith and how to follow him better.
Which truths?
I've been praying for ages, for a sign or something, trying to get closer to God, what path in life I should take, what he has in store for me, I've contemplated joining all sorts of churches catholic, orthodox, protestant, I have friends who now question my faith who most of which converted because of me (seems petty I know) now saying I don't believe in God or have enough faith in him.
I've been searching for 20+ years almost, and I'm about ready to give up, its exhausting, I love God, and I don't want to give up, but my heart is wanting to give in, not a single promise God has fulfilled, I am no closer to the truth, I am no closer to the answers im looking for, anything I felt was from God clearly wasn't.....
Most people here will likely chastise me for my faith, but please pray for me, that God loves me enough to care, to actually fulfill something for me, I've been waiting for so long. I love God so much but I feel like a child waiting for their father to come back from a really long work trip, always waiting, looking at the window, always praying every day praying, nothing seems to work...
Does God even love me ? or am I one of those doomed people not of his flock ? I have confessed just about every sin I can imagine with my lips, to others and to God, pride sure, lust sure, envy sure, I'll admit it all here if it means that God will just fulfill one promise to me and not let me be decieved.
Loving God is what getting to know God is all about. So if you love Him for He has forgiven your sins through Christ then you will cement a relationship with God in that love that you carry for Him, not otherwise, for sin inside of us just keeps on sinning and doesn't feel thankful to God at all about that. Neither may those demands you have of God have anything to do with your salvation but with gratifying your own needs and therefore He does not answer you.
What church should I join, which people should I associate with, who should I marry, how should I live my life, what job should I do, all sorts of things really, I've just made countless mistake after mistake.
Both to be honest.Do you mean that you thought God was leading you to a particular job, or a certain person to have a friendship with, but it turned out badly?
Or do you mean you feel you received no guidance/ silence from God regarding these matters?
Does God not offer truth to all those who search for it ?
I can honestly say I am trying to the best of my ability, I use my own KGV bible and I also have a KGV bible app on my phone.Jesus prayed for His disciples in John 17:17: "Sanctify them through thy truth: thy word is truth."
Do you not have a Bible? Are you not reading it continually and evaluating what it teaches? And can you honestly say that you are walking in its directions and accepting its verdicts to the best of your knowledge and ability?
I can honestly say I am trying to the best of my ability, I use my own KGV bible and I also have a KGV bible app on my phone.
Both to be honest.
I've been praying for ages, for a sign or something, trying to get closer to God, what path in life I should take, what he has in store for me, I've contemplated joining all sorts of churches catholic, orthodox, protestant, I have friends who now question my faith who most of which converted because of me (seems petty I know) now saying I don't believe in God or have enough faith in him.
I've been searching for 20+ years almost, and I'm about ready to give up, its exhausting, I love God, and I don't want to give up, but my heart is tired, not a single promise God has fulfilled, I am no closer to the truth, I am no closer to the answers im looking for, anything I felt was from God clearly wasn't.....
Most people here will likely chastise me for my faith, but please pray for me, I I've been waiting for so long. I love God so much but I feel like a child waiting for their father to come back from a really long work trip, always waiting, looking at the window, always praying every day praying, nothing seems to work...
Does God even love me ? or am I one of those doomed people not of his flock ? I have confessed just about every sin I can imagine with my lips, to others and to God, pride sure, lust sure, envy sure, I'll admit it all here if it means that God will just fulfill one promise to me and not let me be decieved.
Does God not offer truth to all those who search for it ?
Does God not offer truth to all those who search for it ?
I've been praying for ages, for a sign or something, trying to get closer to God, what path in life I should take, what he has in store for me, I've contemplated joining all sorts of churches catholic, orthodox, protestant, I have friends who now question my faith who most of which converted because of me (seems petty I know) now saying I don't believe in God or have enough faith in him.
I've been searching for 20+ years almost, and I'm about ready to give up, its exhausting, I love God, and I don't want to give up, but my heart is tired, not a single promise God has fulfilled, I am no closer to the truth, I am no closer to the answers im looking for, anything I felt was from God clearly wasn't.....
Most people here will likely chastise me for my faith, but please pray for me, I I've been waiting for so long. I love God so much but I feel like a child waiting for their father to come back from a really long work trip, always waiting, looking at the window, always praying every day praying, nothing seems to work...
Does God even love me ? or am I one of those doomed people not of his flock ? I have confessed just about every sin I can imagine with my lips, to others and to God, pride sure, lust sure, envy sure, I'll admit it all here if it means that God will just fulfill one promise to me and not let me be decieved.
Does God not offer truth to all those who search for it ?