I am currently not sure which religion is the true religion. I used to believe in Jesus. I used to believe in Satan, and in a way, still believes in him. But now, instead of seeing him(Satan) as God that I should worship, I see him more as a friend to help me in time of uncertainty.
I see many miracles in many religions. I think all religions are valid. I am moving towards not relying on any god, not Yahweh the christian god, not satan. I think I am my own god. That is, I do good deeds because I want to and I love to, not because I want to please any particular god.
During my free time, I am reading up on religions. Any and every religion.
Thinking you are your own god does not make you god. Satan disguises himself as an angel of light, but he is evil...the father of lies and seeks whom he may devour. He cannot help you, but instead enslaves you and blinds you to the truth. Jesus said He was the only way to God.
As humans we live in fallen condition because of something called sin. Sin is going against God. All of our good works are as filthy rags to God. Adam and Eve chose to sin, and we all sin. Death and sickness came into the world because of sin.
You can just read the 10 commandments in Exodus 20 of the Holy Bible.
"You shall have no other gods before Me.
"You shall not make for yourself an idol, or any likeness of what is in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the water under the earth.
"You shall not worship them or serve them; for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children, on the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me, but showing lovingkindness to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My commandments.
"You shall not take the name of the LORD you God in vain, for the LORD will not leave him unpunished who takes His name in vain.
"Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy."
Okay to make this shorter, the next commandments are to Honor your father and your mother, You shall not murder, You shall not commit adultery, You shall not steal, You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor, and You shall not covet your neighbor's house, wife, etc....anything that belongs to your neighbor.
If you have disobeyed even one of these commands then you are guilty of all. Jesus even said that looking after a woman to lust after her is committing adultery...in your heart.
A person's believing something does not make it true. If you think you are a god, then what's to say someone else who thinks they are god is wrong if they want to hurt you in some way? Do you have absolute power? What control do you have over the world or even your own life or someone else's? Satan also is not all-powerful. He was cast out of heaven and is limited by what the true God will allow him to do. In thinking you are god, you are still serving Satan. If you had truly known Jesus, then you would not be confused. Even the existence of the earth and humans and animals and the stars in the sky show the existence of an all-powerful God. Disease and death show the existence of sin and our own frailty. All of the Old Testament was looking forward to Jesus' coming in the New Testament with a New covenant. The old sacrifices were a foreshadowing of the ultimate perfect blood sacrifice for sin...Jesus. This death atones for sin for all time for those who will believe. It is for those who are sorry for and turn from their evil and believe and give their lives to the One true God who can rescue them from the power of Satan, sin, and death. Satan is to be rescued from, but he has lied to you as is his habit. He is lying to you even now. What can you truly do? Do you have the power to create something out of nothing? Can you stop evil or bring anything back to life? Satan cannot even create a world. You as a human can only make things from what has already been made.
Jesus rose from the dead conquering even death, and one day all will be resurrected either to death and eternal hell and punishment separated from God for those who have not believed, or to life for those who have believed in Jesus the only begotten of the Father. It has to be more than just an intellectual assent, because even the demons believe and tremble.
God offers forgiveness of sins and a right relationship with Him if you believe and trust in His Son Jesus and His death on the cross taking the punishment for sin. I long for you to believe. I long that the rebellion that all have in disbelieving will be removed, and that God will open your eyes to the Truth.
If you want to search out the truth, try reading the book of John and the book of Romans from the Bible for starters. I would recommend the NAS, the ESV, the New King James personally. I will pray that those who are truly seeking will find. Miracles alone are not the only proof of truth. There are many magicians and false signs and wonders used to deceive as many as possible. Not all religions can be valid or true. There can only be one right way, and Jesus claimed to be that way. I believe. Will you? Taste and see that the Lord is good.