i am having complications

[azariah1982]

Now I don't know what's going on with my body
ita this very strong foul smell
I never smelled this before
its a very offensive smell

I want to honestly know how I can go on with my life
I can't control my bowels my urine
Its so hard
I had enough of this
I just want to go to sleep and never wake up
I asked God to take my life
It makes me cry just thinking about Leaving my family
All I feel sometimes is disdain

When I was young I never ever thought that I would be going through the things I'm going through now.

I was always strong and a freebody. I still am very extremely funny but I am more and more unhappiness I'm so frustrated with every [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]in thing up against me. I want to be with Christ. I wanna be in paradise. Cause here I'm lonely I'm weak I'm dependent on a unhelpful system surrounding death drugs murders slaughter rampantly.

Please keep praying for me. Cause I never felt so unhappy.

 

[knw1991]

I've been praying for you ever since I saw your first post on cf. God loves you and so do we

 

[Cymro14]

First get yourself to a doctor and get it sorted. Could be something that can be sorted by meds. Blessings.