My mannerism is very girly. But I don't wear female clothing. As I have said before, I have gay desires. But I refuse that lifestyle because I know God hates it. But I am still effeminate. The Bible says that the effeminate will not inherit the kingdom of God. This terriffies me. I can't make myself be manly. The way I carry myself, the way I sit, the way I talk is very feminate. When I call a phone company or any of business, they always call me mam. Am I not going to inherit the kingdom of God?
Gay desires are sinful and you can choose to turn away from sin
and with God's help you can overcome sin.
You identify yourself with your sin instead of with Christ and His
power that can change you and cause you to hate sin and love Him.
Here is my confession:
I am a son of God.
I am in Christ.
I have God's love, favor, grace and mercy.
I can go directly to God in Christ and find help to overcome sin.
I am surrendered to God in Christ of my own free will.
God is my Father and I desire His will to be done in my life no matter
what the cost or how painful it may be as I invite Him to have His way in my life.
God can change me anyway He wants as I have given Him
this authority to do whatever it takes, out of my own free will.
God's will is that I become like Jesus.
May God's will be done.
I do not identify myself with my weakness, I identify myself
with God almighty, His will, His plans and His desire to transform
me into the image and likeness of Christ.
I do not identify, receive or declare that I am or will be anything that
God declares is wrong or sinful, instead I declare that God is able
to make me, mold me and shape me anyway He wants to if I will
surrender all my sin and failures to Him and invite Him to have His way
in my life.
You are defeated because you identify yourself with the problems
and deny God the right to be your source and the solution to all
that is sin and wrong in your life.
Look at the disciples.
They were ignorant and fearful of the opinions of others.
They had no confidence or abilities in their own strength.
When Christ was done with them they were bold, fearless, manly,
faithful, dedicated, empowered and full of Godly wisdom and
power in the Holy Spirit.
You too can be changed by your surrender to God in Christ.
Identify yourself with God's word concerning you instead of what
the devil has place in your heart as you confess that you are
the very sin that God has said He can deliver you from.
Identify and confess that you are a son of God in Christ.
Identify and confess that you are righteous in Christ.
Declare to God that you want His will in your life no matter the cost
as you surrender all to Him including your sinful desires, fallen nature and
even your very will to Him.
God can do anything if you will let Him.
Have a little faith.
Ask God to make you into the man He wants you to be and He will.
Hope this helps....
