Jesus states that the Kingdom of God (Heaven) is within each of us.
In Mt.12:28 Jesus is referring to himself as "the kingdom of God" and that God's kingdom in Jesus is (at the time) among the men he was addressing.
25Jesus knew their thoughts and said to them, "Every kingdom divided against itself will be ruined, and every city or household divided against itself will not stand. 26If Satan drives out Satan, he is divided against himself. How then can his kingdom stand? 27And if I drive out demons by Beelzebub, by whom do your people drive them out? So then, they will be your judges. 28But if I drive out demons by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God has come upon you.
Every other time Jesus mentions God's kingdom he is either speaking of it, Telling one how to obtain it or warning us about potentially loosing it. (if we ever really had it in the first place.)
To get to this Kingdom, one must sacrifice himself. At one point, Jesus even says that he "does nothing of himself" or something along those lines.
Sacrificing ourselves would be pointless. God requires a sacrifice that is "without blemish." If we were without blemish, we wouldn't need to be sacrificed. Because we are with many faults or sin we have to have something sacrificed on our behalf. Enter Jesus and all he did. His sacrifice is the only way to "Get to this kingdom."
If I reflect on these teachings, my conclusion is that the Kingdom of Heaven is a state where one feels completely in sync with the world/universe/all of existence. Rather than feeling at odds with everything around, one feels that "all is one", if you will. There is no sense of an "I".
The Kingdom of
heaven is not going to be experienced here in this life. What you maybe describing is a the relationship that can develop between a believer and the God that he loves.. Kind of a foreshadowing of what the kingdom is like.
There is a diminished sense of "I", but you aren't lost to the process either.. It's kinda like getting married to the one you love. You do sacrifice some things not because this is apart of the process, but because you honestly love that person.. You do change, but you never loose who you really are.. Your strip club buddies may not like some of the changes, but any and all changes you do make, are all you. (You grow up.)
I must admit, I feel a little saddened when I see people clinging to Jesus as God. Jesus himself puts great emphasis on his teachings, not his divinity. He calls those wanting proof of his divinity wicked.
Jesus says that there is no way to "work your way into heaven." If this is true then what would be the point of strictly adhering or focusing his teachings? Jesus's message while he was here was to Extend the reach of the law to the point that it would make it impossible for anyone to "earn there way to heaven" through good deeds. So by doing this he creates a need. If no man is righteous unto himself then he needs a sacrifice to "fill in" where he is lacking.
Then in the body of his ministry he resets the devine economy from being a good works based system of righteousness to a Faith based system of righteousness.. Faith in the fact that not only Does he Claim himself to be the son of the living God but to be of God himself (It's a title not a name)
MT.16:
13When Jesus came to the region of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, "Who do people say the Son of Man is?" 14They replied, "Some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and still others, Jeremiah or one of the prophets." 15"But what about you?" he asked. "Who do you say I am?"
16Simon Peter answered, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God." 17Jesus replied, "Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah, for this was not revealed to you by man, but by my Father in heaven.
John 6:
28Then they asked him, "What must we do to do the works God requires?"
29Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent."
30So they asked him, "What miraculous sign then will you give that we may see it and believe you? What will you do? 31Our forefathers ate the manna in the desert; as it is written: 'He gave them bread from heaven to eat. 32Jesus said to them, "I tell you the truth, it is not Moses who has given you the bread from heaven, but it is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven. 33For the bread of God is he who comes down from heaven and gives life to the world." 34"Sir," they said, "from now on give us this bread." 35Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty. 36But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe. 37All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away. 38For I have come down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent me. 39And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all that he has given me, but raise them up at the last day. 40For my Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day."
Verse 40 specifically says he who looks to the Son and believes in HIM... Now if the Jesus was trying to say "we are all sons of God." Then Why would he place himself as THE SON of God in which ALL of Your Salvation Depends?
The end of his ministry becomes the sacrifice that he spoke of, and spent the rest of his time here to prepare the way for the Holy Spirit, and to set up his church.