Obviously not, you seem to need your religion, I have never had religion so I am not really the one to ask.
As far as it goes yes, no more than most, fully satisfied? should I try and fool myself into thinking there is a God floating around somewhere in order to be fully satisfied? what good would that do?
If I have I'm sure talking to myself would not have helped, if I can change things I do, if I can't I don't worry about them, all the faith in the world will change nothing, I have dreamed yes, I have wanted something so bad I could taste it,
but wanting something and convincing yourself that there is something out there that can help you get it just by believing in it is just sad.
Yes it is.
Your God is in your mind, if it helps you then keep your God, just don't let it rule your life.
Thinking positive and not negative will help you just as much as a God.