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Hello, So lately I have been having this bad wicked thought that didnt leave my mind for a while and the thought was a blaspheming thought against the holy spirit, it was really torchering me and stopping me from even speaking because i didnt want to say the thought, twp days ago I was yawning and my tounge kind of worded my thoughts but i hurried up and shut my mouth I didnt say anything but my tounge kind of worded it. After that happened the atmosphere changed and I all of a sudden felt like the holy spirit had left me I was feeling his presence just before that happened even while i had the bad thoughts and all of a sudden after that happened I felt like i lost the holy spirit and its been two days and I still feel that way, when I pray I feel like my prayers arent getting answered or heard I dont feel the holy spirit inside of me anymore and im so afraid that im going to hell and i feel like there is nothing that I or no one can do about it ? I just dont understand why the holy spirit left me when i didnt say it, like I have been praying non stop for his presence or for him to show me that he is still with me and i am getting nothing, i dont even read my word any more because i feel like because the holy spirit has left me there is no power in the scriptures for me anymore?
 

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Lol if I could solve any mystery in the world it would be this one, that craps happen to me everyday..it's torture but all I can say is to take it to Jesus. That's what he is there for. He doesn't judge anyone so he will understand you..the holy spirit didn't leave you..what you are feeling is a conscience, a guilty one, a guilty conscience for what you did..it's nothing..just ignore it...
 
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Sounds like a demonic attack. We call what you are experiencing "invasive thoughts". It's pretty common. Very, very common, especially among Christians. I do believe that there is a strong spiritual element to it.

Don't worry. You are not culpable for thoughts that you are not actively willing. If it's in your head and you didn't put it there, it's not you. So you're not sinning.

Do talk to Christ about this. Do pray. Do listen to Christian music. Do weed out anything in your life which is causing you to habitually sin, stumble, or wander from Christ.

Will pray for you! You're not the only one facing this.
 
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Lol if I could solve any mystery in the world it would be this one, that craps happen to me everyday..it's torture but all I can say is to take it to Jesus. That's what he is there for. He doesn't judge anyone so he will understand you..
But i just feel like jesus isnt listening to me anymore and that my prayers dont matter anymore I seriously feel like the holy spirit has left me
 
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But i just feel like jesus isnt listening to me anymore and that my prayers dont matter anymore I seriously feel like the holy spirit has left me
Don't trust your feelings. Trust in Christ. He loves you! He died for you. He loves you, dear. Trust in Him.

Tiny, tiny prayers help me.

"Jesus, I trust in You!"
 
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Hello, So lately I have been having this bad wicked thought that didnt leave my mind for a while and the thought was a blaspheming thought against the holy spirit, it was really torchering me and stopping me from even speaking because i didnt want to say the thought, twp days ago I was yawning and my tounge kind of worded my thoughts but i hurried up and shut my mouth I didnt say anything but my tounge kind of worded it. After that happened the atmosphere changed and I all of a sudden felt like the holy spirit had left me I was feeling his presence just before that happened even while i had the bad thoughts and all of a sudden after that happened I felt like i lost the holy spirit and its been two days and I still feel that way, when I pray I feel like my prayers arent getting answered or heard I dont feel the holy spirit inside of me anymore and im so afraid that im going to hell and i feel like there is nothing that I or no one can do about it ? I just dont understand why the holy spirit left me when i didnt say it, like I have been praying non stop for his presence or for him to show me that he is still with me and i am getting nothing, i dont even read my word any more because i feel like because the holy spirit has left me there is no power in the scriptures for me anymore?


My dear sister you are believing your own fears and that is why your reality has become so dark. The Holy Spirit is hurting your reality not making it so. When someone sins against the Holy Spirit then they don't care whatsoever about that. As a matter of fact such people are relieved to be free from His influence.

So you hurting the so called loss of The Holy Spirit is the hurt God also feels, you thinking He would cut you off from salvation just because you worded the wrong words, such is unheard of in Scripture. God's grace is much stronger than that.

It is for you to go back to your faith in God and build yourself back into His love and grace and not heed the fears trying to stop you from doing that. i pray you will be successful.

Isaiah 35:3-10
Strengthen the feeble hands,
steady the knees that give way;
say to those with fearful hearts,
“Be strong, do not fear;
your God will come,
he will come with vengeance;
with divine retribution
he will come to save you.”


Then will the eyes of the blind be opened
and the ears of the deaf unstopped.
Then will the lame leap like a deer,
and the mute tongue shout for joy.
Water will gush forth in the wilderness
and streams in the desert.
The burning sand will become a pool,
the thirsty ground bubbling springs.
In the haunts where jackals once lay,
grass and reeds and papyrus will grow.


And a highway will be there;
it will be called the Way of Holiness;
it will be for those who walk on that Way.
The unclean will not journey on it;
wicked fools will not go about on it.
No lion will be there,
nor any ravenous beast;
they will not be found there.
But only the redeemed will walk there,
and those the Lord has rescued will return.
They will enter Zion with singing;
everlasting joy will crown their heads.
Gladness and joy will overtake them,
and sorrow and sighing will flee away.
 
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Sounds like a demonic attack. We call what you are experiencing "invasive thoughts". It's pretty common. Very, very common, especially among Christians. I do believe that there is a strong spiritual element to it.

Don't worry. You are not culpable for thoughts that you are not actively willing. If it's in your head and you didn't put it there, it's not you. So you're not sinning.

Do talk to Christ about this. Do pray. Do listen to Christian music. Do weed out anything in your life which is causing you to habitually sin, stumble, or wander from Christ.

Will pray for you! You're not the only one facing this.
Thankyou so much but I truly feel like my prayers arent working I feel like the holy spirit has truly left me?? I pray and pray all day and i still get no peace but i just prayed two days ago before i felt like the holy spirit left me and I had got peace? Im so scared because its like if the holy spirit has left me none of my prayers will be answered and i am doomed?
 
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But i just feel like jesus isnt listening to me anymore and that my prayers dont matter anymore I seriously feel like the holy spirit has left me
of course you do because that is what you are telling yourself, your feelings are a lie cause like I said before the truth was upon Jesus hands and feet on that cross..
 
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Don't trust your feelings. Trust in Christ. He loves you! He died for you. He loves you, dear. Trust in Him.
Thankyou I just need to see a sign that the holy spirit is still with me and I will be ok but I will keep praying I dont even fear God the way I used to like i fear him but its more if a non chalont attitude like something truly has left
Tiny, tiny prayers help me.

"Jesus, I trust in You!"
 
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Hello, So lately I have been having this bad wicked thought that didnt leave my mind for a while and the thought was a blaspheming thought against the holy spirit, it was really torchering me and stopping me from even speaking because i didnt want to say the thought, twp days ago I was yawning and my tounge kind of worded my thoughts but i hurried up and shut my mouth I didnt say anything but my tounge kind of worded it. After that happened the atmosphere changed and I all of a sudden felt like the holy spirit had left me I was feeling his presence just before that happened even while i had the bad thoughts and all of a sudden after that happened I felt like i lost the holy spirit and its been two days and I still feel that way, when I pray I feel like my prayers arent getting answered or heard I dont feel the holy spirit inside of me anymore and im so afraid that im going to hell and i feel like there is nothing that I or no one can do about it ? I just dont understand why the holy spirit left me when i didnt say it, like I have been praying non stop for his presence or for him to show me that he is still with me and i am getting nothing, i dont even read my word any more because i feel like because the holy spirit has left me there is no power in the scriptures for me anymore?
Why do you feel that your prayers are not being answered?
 
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Thankyou so much but I truly feel like my prayers arent working I feel like the holy spirit has truly left me?? I pray and pray all day and i still get no peace but i just prayed two days ago before i felt like the holy spirit left me and I had got peace? Im so scared because its like if the holy spirit has left me none of my prayers will be answered and i am doomed?
You're not doomed, dear. We often don't feel God. Or feel that He is near. But feelings are often * not * a great gauge of where we are at spiritually. Talk to Christ. He loves you. Just start small.
 
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My dear sister you are believing your own fears and that is why your reality has become so dark. The Holy Spirit is hurting your reality not making it so. When someone sins against the Holy Spirit then they don't care whatsoever about that. As a matter of fact such people are relieved to be free from His influence.

So you hurting the so called loss of The Holy Spirit is the hurt God also feels, you thinking He would cut you off from salvation just because you worded the wrong words, such is unheard of in Scripture. God's grace is much stronger than that.

It is for you to go back to your faith in God and build yourself back into His love and grace and not heed the fears trying to stop you from doing that. i pray you will be successful.

Isaiah 35:3-10
Strengthen the feeble hands,
steady the knees that give way;
say to those with fearful hearts,
“Be strong, do not fear;
your God will come,
he will come with vengeance;
with divine retribution
he will come to save you.”


Then will the eyes of the blind be opened
and the ears of the deaf unstopped.
Then will the lame leap like a deer,
and the mute tongue shout for joy.
Water will gush forth in the wilderness
and streams in the desert.
The burning sand will become a pool,
the thirsty ground bubbling springs.
In the haunts where jackals once lay,
grass and reeds and papyrus will grow.


And a highway will be there;
it will be called the Way of Holiness;
it will be for those who walk on that Way.
The unclean will not journey on it;
wicked fools will not go about on it.
No lion will be there,
nor any ravenous beast;
they will not be found there.
But only the redeemed will walk there,
and those the Lord has rescued will return.
They will enter Zion with singing;
everlasting joy will crown their heads.
Gladness and joy will overtake them,
and sorrow and sighing will flee away.
Thankyou but it does say in scripture if we blaspheme the holy spirit we will never be forgiven not in this age or the age to come it is the unforgiveable sin. But the thing is i didnt say anything out loud my tounge just worded it when i yawned but no sound came out so im so confused. But I just want to feel Gods presence if I feel his presence i will know that he hasnt left me because i just felt it not to long ago
 
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Thankyou so much but I truly feel like my prayers arent working I feel like the holy spirit has truly left me?? I pray and pray all day and i still get no peace but i just prayed two days ago before i felt like the holy spirit left me and I had got peace? Im so scared because its like if the holy spirit has left me none of my prayers will be answered and i am doomed?
Without faith its impossible to please him, we must go to him with the heart of a child and faith..and without faith you won't believe nothing because you don't believe anything, Jesus could be trying to get your attention in life but you probably don't notice him because you doubt...
 
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You're not doomed, dear. We often don't feel God. Or feel that He is near. But feelings are often * not * a great gauge of where we are at spiritually. Talk to Christ. He loves you. Just start small.
iago I will thankyou can you please just help pray with me that God lets me know that he is still with me I just really need the hoky spirit because he is supposed to be our comforter in times like this, & what if He really has left me?
 
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Thankyou so much but I truly feel like my prayers arent working I feel like the holy spirit has truly left me?? I pray and pray all day and i still get no peace but i just prayed two days ago before i felt like the holy spirit left me and I had got peace? Im so scared because its like if the holy spirit has left me none of my prayers will be answered and i am doomed?
find peace with jesus, i feel too god lets me alone sometimes but i keep praying,

fight
 
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Why do you feel that your prayers are not being answered?
Because I usually can just sense the lord with me like i was praying that God gave me a sound mind and he did and ive prayed prayers before and I have felt them work this time I am praying prayers and I am getting nothing , nothing at all , Im praying that he puts a peace in my soul and im still not getting any peace and normally when i pray that prayer i feel peace instantly something is wrong
 
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find peace with jesus, i feel too god lets me alone sometimes but i keep praying,

fight
I am trying but i feel like im fighting alone i feel like there is no fight if the hoky spirit isnt with you
 
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Without faith its impossible to please him, we must go to him with the heart of a child and faith..and without faith you won't believe nothing because you don't believe anything, Jesus could be trying to get your attention in life but you probably don't notice him because you doubt...
Its just really odd how after that happened and that thought was in my head and i didnt say it but something happened and now i dont feel him? I need to know that the holy spirit is with me i prayed that God had let me know that he was still with me and he did that & now im praying the same prayer and its not working and it was just working two days ago, it is possible for the holy spirit to leave us if we do the unforgiveable sin it is very possible
 
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Thankyou but it does say in scripture if we blaspheme the holy spirit we will never be forgiven not in this age or the age to come it is the unforgiveable sin. But the thing is i didnt say anything out loud my tounge just worded it when i yawned but no sound came out so im so confused. But I just want to feel Gods presence if I feel his presence i will know that he hasnt left me because i just felt it not to long ago

We can only blaspheme the Holy Spirit when we have seen the light of Christ's salvation and then still refuse Him as Saviour. The consequence will be that no love or desire to be with God is left in us, for such emotions are brought alive by His Spirit within us.

We can grieve the Holy Spirit heeding lies instead of His loving truth and that also makes us feel empty of His good life. However that is because the lies we believe kill our good life within, not because the Holy Spirit is leaving us.

Stay in His truth sister and see for yourself He will set you free from your fears.

Peace

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This is how we know that we live in him and he in us: He has given us of his Spirit. And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in them and they in God. And so we know and rely on the love God has for us.

God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them. This is how love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment: In this world we are like Jesus. There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
 
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Because I usually can just sense the lord with me like i was praying that God gave me a sound mind and he did and ive prayed prayers before and I have felt them work this time I am praying prayers and I am getting nothing , nothing at all , Im praying that he puts a peace in my soul and im still not getting any peace and normally when i pray that prayer i feel peace instantly something is wrong
Do you believe that you have blasphemed against the Holy Spirit and that now the Sprit has left you?
 
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