- Oct 25, 2018
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- Female
- Faith
- Christian
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- Single
Hello, So lately I have been having this bad wicked thought that didnt leave my mind for a while and the thought was a blaspheming thought against the holy spirit, it was really torchering me and stopping me from even speaking because i didnt want to say the thought, twp days ago I was yawning and my tounge kind of worded my thoughts but i hurried up and shut my mouth I didnt say anything but my tounge kind of worded it. After that happened the atmosphere changed and I all of a sudden felt like the holy spirit had left me I was feeling his presence just before that happened even while i had the bad thoughts and all of a sudden after that happened I felt like i lost the holy spirit and its been two days and I still feel that way, when I pray I feel like my prayers arent getting answered or heard I dont feel the holy spirit inside of me anymore and im so afraid that im going to hell and i feel like there is nothing that I or no one can do about it ? I just dont understand why the holy spirit left me when i didnt say it, like I have been praying non stop for his presence or for him to show me that he is still with me and i am getting nothing, i dont even read my word any more because i feel like because the holy spirit has left me there is no power in the scriptures for me anymore?