Been having a few issues lately, and crying for the past two days, and the cause of my issues have to do with quite a few things, so I've been posting on a few forums. Lately the past few days, I've just been having issues with friends, feel like noone will ever stay my friend, and I'll never be able to find the kinds of friends I want. And every girl I've liked, has dated someone else over me, or left me for another guy. And usually those guys end up not being so nice. Just really low self-esteem lately. Really hoping and praying I'll be able to make the kinds of friends I want, and find a girl I can trust. It's all been giving me trust issues, finding it hard to trust anyone, especially any girl I'm interested in. They just keep hurting me, and never care. Really hoping I'll get over all of this.