Help with a hard question

[Jaxxi]

Hi everyone


Id like to ask a question concerning advice over the latter.

So I was thinking today while doing an activity,and it went something like this,and it’s a thought I don’t like.

“If my parents or family went to hell and I to heaven,(this is where the hurtful and part I don’t like comes in) I’d hate/or stop following God” and it hurts to type this to ask for help.

please know I have zero desire at all to leave the lord,or let alone hate him EVER.It was more like a intrusive/voluntary thought,but I said a prayer to ask for help to overcome it and repent of the H word part.I in prayer constantly said to remove the emotions or motives for the opposition that pre exists or would be motivated by sed occurrence.

I don’t even h*** the lord;I never have and don’t seek reasons to do so,but when thagg to thought comes up it’s more of a caught off guard and seemingly unfair of that hypothetical occurrence.

can anyone offer help how to overcome this and to never ever ever ever ever ever EVER come to a point of H-wording the lord or committing apostasy?

That is very strange. I have never even considered anything but absolute total love for the Lord, and I dont know how anyone else could feel that way. God gave us the beauty of life, and each experience we face is to prepare our souls for what comes next. We shouldn't get too wrapped up in the details of our lives as they will pass away. We won't though but everything in our existence will change in the twinkling of an eye.