My mind is still r3playing his scream I can't take it I feel I might go mental and lose it.
I do have advice on this.
As some may know, I was involved in some pretty nasty things.
And as such, I have a certain PTSD to things.
I never killed anyone, I have more sense than to do that.
But I did hurt people, and as a result I've heard blood curdling screams, and seen horrific imagery.
In any case that this happens, I find it's very helpful, at anytime you start having a flashback, go listen to something that makes you happy, or watch something silly.
Even if it doesn't entertain, I think the science behind it is, you associate the horror with something silly, and it neutralizes itself.
I dunno, it helps me.
First step, definitely, is trying to calm down, and collect yourself.
It's extremely off putting to see someone you trust, and that's usually a calm feller, go ape.
I know, it's unpredictable.
You're still in the initial jolt of it though, if you can, go to sleep. Refresh your mind.