Circuitrider, in response to some of your "wonders" a few posts back:
Actually, I do have a few "I wonders" of my own.
I have often wondered why it is that so many men who claim to be both Christians and Masons, do not realize that there is obviously either a lacking of knowledge regarding Freemasonry on their parts, or they are lacking a true, personal relationship with Jesus Christ. I have often wondered this, because it must be one or the other.
I have often wondered why it is that so many supposedly educated and trained clergy are so utterly blinded when it comes to the heretical teachings of Freemasonry that they have eyes that will not see, ears that will not hear, and hearts that will not truly receive Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. They are quite content to draw paychecks as hirelings, because they have not answered a true calling of being shepherds who not only feed their flocks, but protect them as well.
Regarding the premise you alluded to. We need to go back to my original premise about Freemasonry. My original premise was that there was nothing wrong with a Christian being a Mason. And on that basis, I chose a path of believing everything good I heard about Freemasonry, even to the point that I allowed for obvious heresy and blasphemy to go right over my head. You see, my mind had been closed to any other premises or conclusions. I had convinced myself, as obviously flawed as I was in my biased thinking about Freemasonry, that there was nothing wrong with a Christian being a Mason. But, of course, what it was I was eventually able to understand was the Truth, that Truth being Jesus Christ; that Truth being His Written Word.
But I will admit to one thing that seems to distress you immensely, whether being forthright about it or being unspoken by you about it: I no longer accept the explanation by Freemasonry's spin doctors and apologists as being factual. Rather, I examine Masonic ritual and teachings for what they are actually saying, in comparison to God's Written Word. And, apparently more so than you, I find myself often times accepting Freemasonry's own explanations on certain matters as being far more honest and forthright about what its teachings are than most of its apologists will admit to.
Something else that shows you really know nothing about me at all is the final statement to one of your posts above where you stated,
Your a priori conclusions about Freemasonry determine what you discover as you perform eisegesis on Masonic ritual and documents. With your minds already closed to any other conclusion you get the answer you were hoping to get because your answer is the only one you can see as true.
When I first left Freemasonry, satan began tempting me with a question or two that really caused me to stop and consider the lies he was telling me, one of them being that I had made a big mistake by leaving Freemasonry, telling me I simply didn't understand it. You know, much like some of the false claims I encounter on this forum.
Then, my thoughts went back to my dad who had instilled in me that when a man realizes he has made a mistake, there is no shame in that. The only shame is if he is not man enough to admit it. So, I began doing quite a bit of study and research on Freemasonry. I was reading, Mackey and Coil, and I was especially reading ritual, monitors, training manuals, etc. My purpose was: If I had truly made a mistake, as satan was trying to convince me, it was incumbent upon me to learn the truth, and if I had been wrong, I wanted to be allowed to go before the membership of Vegas Lodge No. 32, admit that I had been wrong about Freemasonry, and beg their forgiveness.
Turns out, quite the opposite happened, in spite of satan's efforts. What my studies led me to, by reading from Freemasonry's own scholars and GL documents, was this: My mistake was not leaving the lodge. My mistake was ever having become a Freemason in the first place.