Hi friend....am sorry I really missed your post. I had actually gotten this as a fwd few days back (but only saw it couple nights back) and it was very timely for me.
I felt I couldn't forgive myself from a new low I stooped to recently alongwith feelings of letting God down...it was a terrible feeling which was troubling me for many days...but this video showed me - that I am going to fall but i can't stay down/fallen/beating up myself - i have to get up and finish the race for God...
There is still some testing going on in my life now...I just need to wait on God and his plan of rescue for me...in the meantime - I have to be careful to show his love to everyone and not let my flesh get in the way.
thanks for the link to your thread - I will check it out!
also letting me know not to worry about lack of responses - very kind/considerate of you