Fellowship with CindyisHis (4) Part one

[CindyisHis]

I've been in touch with Angel. She says hello. She misses being here.

 

[ralangley]

Psalm 145: 5 I will meditate on your majestic, glorious splendor
and your wonderful miracles.
6 Your awe-inspiring deeds will be on every tongue;
I will proclaim your greatness.
7 Everyone will share the story of your wonderful goodness;
they will sing with joy about your righteousness.


The Lord is good! The Lord loves us so much, and He has faithful to perform His word. Yesterday a pain in my back appeared out of nowhere for no apparent reason. As time passed it grew worse until I was in fairly severe pain and limited in my movements. I didn’t want to do much, but sit quietly with my Bible and think on the Lord, or to sit with my family for a movie. I forced myself to go out for groceries. During this time whenever the pain felt more severe, I thought upon His Word - “He has already carried my pains and I am healed, “ and I would give thanks to Him for His marvelous work. Immediately the pain would lessen. The whole of the day from the noon hour on and throughout the night was like this.

The night brought yet another trial - lack of sleep. I’m not one to have difficulty in falling asleep but due to the pain it took two hours to fall asleep. Even so, I was not distressed for His Word comforted me. I enjoyed His sweet presence as I pressed in for my healing in believing He had already done it. I gave thanks, and He was so sweet. I was left with five hours to sleep in which the dog woke me twice, forcing me to fight the pain as I had to get up to attend to her. If that wasn’t enough, I couldn’t stay in any one position for long before the pain woke me and I had to turn, each time moving by faith.

I continued with every job I had to do around the house when I arose, still holding to His Word. I continued with exercise by faith, and of all days I broke my own record in the distance I ran! I didn’t only go a little further, I went much further! Glory to God! When I am weak, then I am strong. What I couldn’t do on a day I feel great, I did standing for healing. And it was not hard. It was not painful. My legs didn’t burn, my lungs didn’t burn, and my back did not hurt.

Isn’t God good?
Psalm 145: 8 The Lord is merciful and compassionate,
slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love.
9 The Lord is good to everyone.
He showers compassion on all his creation.
10 All of your works will thank you, Lord,
and your faithful followers will praise you.

 

[ralangley]

Shall we continue in James 4 and 5 since we haven't posted very much on what the Lord is speaking to us? Is the Lord speaking to you there? Have you spent any time there? Have read it at least once?

No pressure, just trying to get a feel for what you're thinking.

Sorry Cindy. I've been preoccupied with SUMMER finally being here, I've been a big goof-off lately. I've been reading the bible, just not James.

I also have been reading a great book by John Bevere (Drawing Nearer) that quotes James quite a bit. His whole theme is that intimacy with God is a function of obedience, humility and a healthy fear of the Lord. He makes the point that covetousness is any desire outside the will of God. He also makes the point that God will sometimes give us those things we desire which can lead some us into believing we're pleasing God when we're not. For me, its been an eye-opener and I've had to check my spirit several times over the things I want.

Its a good read.

I've also been going through a tape series on healing that I highly recommend. It normally costs about $50 but the speaker has a copy of his training free on the internet. Its based on John G. Lake's work and its so different than a lot of the healing training I've seen. So many go into generational curses, lines of authority, etc. - all things that Jesus did not do. Lake healed just like Jesus, nothing more, with amazing results. The person who inherited his ministry and writings, Curry Blake, now teaches and heals. Let me know if you're interested and I'll give you the linkage.

 

[CindyisHis]

As one who thinks highly of John G. Lake I would be interested.

 

[peacechild4]

Hi Ral I would be interested too..

 

[Amaryllismayfly]

hi everyone Who is the training by, RA?

 

[ralangley]

hi everyone Who is the training by, RA?

Hi Amaryllismayfly! Glad you're here!


The training is on www.spiritlessons.com down near the bottom. This is the website I talked about a few months ago that has several testimonies from people who have experienced hell. The site has a ton of linkages so I missed the John G. Lake linkage initially. But its there if you scroll down past all the hell/heaven/vision sites. Let me know if you can't find it and I'll try to copy the entire url. Ral.

 

[peacechild4]

Thank you.. I will have a look.. I have looked through this site before.. listened to messages there and passed it on to people.. Wonderful site..

 

[CindyisHis]

Here it is.

http://www.spiritlessons.com/Documents/Healing/JGL/JGL_Ministries.htm

Hello, Amary lady! Nice to have you join us.

 

[Glenda]

Hi Everyone..

I've still 'transitioning' in my real time, & I haven't been doing much here.. and when I have been here, it has been mostly mindless counting or word games.. I'm finding that now that the surprise & anger is subsiding, that there is a sadness inside that I've given to God to handle.. More than once lately, a song comes on the radio as I'm driving to work.. can't think of the title right now, but it says that God is with me.. and knows what I'm going through.. cause He's been there.. Had me blubbering on the way to work today..

Got an email from my former Ministry Leader 2 days ago.. it was addressed to me & several others that have left his ministry.. saying that he had started praying for his rebellious brothers & sisters.. and praying the principality of a victim spirit off of them..

I've never heard of a leader say that anyone who left a church was rebellious & had committed treason against him.. It befuddles me.. Just glad that it is over.. he is leaving the area.. He did not say where he is going to.. he didn't want is using "wish craft" against his ministry.. (I assume he meant 'witchcraft')

Anyways.. I did a search on the forum, Cindy.. on The Maker's Diet.. and found your post from a year & a half ago.. I'm going to start it.. I have had the book for some time.. but put off going on it.. it seemed a bit complicated.. I am thinking of joining his website.. menus & recipes.. and support forums..

Mike & I have been visiting the AOG church we used to attend.. and they have been very welcoming.. and said they had been praying for us..

This week they had Steve Grohman there with "A Creation Seminar" for 4 days.. It was awesome.. and he talked about his brother who had cancer all over his body.. and refused to take any more chemo.. changed his lifestyle.. his way of eating too.. and was cured of cancer..

If you ever get a chance to see the seminar, it was so terrific.. answered a lot of questions both Mike & I Had..

Love you all..

 

[ralangley]

Hi Everyone..

I've still 'transitioning' in my real time, & I haven't been doing much here.. and when I have been here, it has been mostly mindless counting or word games.. I'm finding that now that the surprise & anger is subsiding, that there is a sadness inside that I've given to God to handle.. More than once lately, a song comes on the radio as I'm driving to work.. can't think of the title right now, but it says that God is with me.. and knows what I'm going through.. cause He's been there.. Had me blubbering on the way to work today..

Got an email from my former Ministry Leader 2 days ago.. it was addressed to me & several others that have left his ministry.. saying that he had started praying for his rebellious brothers & sisters.. and praying the principality of a victim spirit off of them..

I've never heard of a leader say that anyone who left a church was rebellious & had committed treason against him.. It befuddles me.. Just glad that it is over.. he is leaving the area.. He did not say where he is going to.. he didn't want is using "wish craft" against his ministry.. (I assume he meant 'witchcraft')

Anyways.. I did a search on the forum, Cindy.. on The Maker's Diet.. and found your post from a year & a half ago.. I'm going to start it.. I have had the book for some time.. but put off going on it.. it seemed a bit complicated.. I am thinking of joining his website.. menus & recipes.. and support forums..

Mike & I have been visiting the AOG church we used to attend.. and they have been very welcoming.. and said they had been praying for us..

This week they had Steve Grohman there with "A Creation Seminar" for 4 days.. It was awesome.. and he talked about his brother who had cancer all over his body.. and refused to take any more chemo.. changed his lifestyle.. his way of eating too.. and was cured of cancer..

If you ever get a chance to see the seminar, it was so terrific.. answered a lot of questions both Mike & I Had..

Love you all..

Wow Glenda. I'm so glad you stopped in. I can tell your heart is full right now.

I was thinking that in a way, this letter is a blessing, because it tells you exactly what you were dealing with, and why you absolutely needed to leave. If you ever forget and start to second guess your decision, you can re-look at this letter. It speaks volumes.

I'm glad that you had a great seminar at your new/old church. Love and blessings to you. Ral

 

[CindyisHis]

Glenda!

I second ral's comment of confirming your decision. This precious man is deceived and is in desperate need of prayer. He's in a very dangerous place, falsely accusing you and Mike, and however many others who have left. Sounds like he started out right, remembering your many posts in the past, but went askew somewhere along the way. What a sad thing, terribly sad.

How I pray the Lord comfort your heart, and bring healing. May He lead you and strengthen you to do His will concerning this matter.

I'm not sure I would read the letter too often. It sounds painful. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus who is good, absolute good. Meditate on whatever is pure, lovely, honest, and of a good report. He is altogether lovely, altogether beautiful, and altogether wonderful. He will keep you under the shadow of His wings as You make Him your habitation.

I'm happy you're finding you can settle into the AOG church. I was part of an AOG church, in fact two, in the past. They were good churches. One is where I grew rooted into the the Lord and steadfast in His Word. Oh how the Spirit of God flowed in that church! Whew! It was awesome.

I cook practically exclusively from The Maker's Diet having developed my own recipes and revising many. I am almost always in a state of homeostasis (a place of well-being and hormonal balance). I'd be happy to share ideas/recipes and the like with you. It would be fun. In fact, it would be a help to me, as I am trying to log my recipes. Sometimes I get too busy and let good ones fall through the cracks.

 

[CindyisHis]

Happy you're enjoying your summer, ral. I miss it when you aren't here as much, but I want you to have the liberty to follow fully whatever the Lord has in store for you.

We have a health fair once a year in a nearby city and I am always grieved that there is not a booth set up to represent the Lord, and wholeness spirit, soul, and body through a relationship with Jesus Christ. All these new age healing techniques predominate the scene. I would like very much to see what you are doing with the dream ministry tents take place at these fairs. I would like to be the one to offer hope and pray with people, whatever their need is. Even if the Lord doesn't call me to it, I pray He raises up someone(s) who will.

 

[CindyisHis]

...for you, pc4.

Have a great day!

 

[CindyisHis]

1 Thessalonians 5:15 See that none of you repays another with evil for evil, but always aim to show kindness and seek to do good to one another and to everybody.

Lord, by Your grace, we carry out Your Word and do your commands because we love you. We live and dwell in love, knowing we overcome evil with good.

 

[Glenda]

Wow Glenda. I'm so glad you stopped in. I can tell your heart is full right now.

I was thinking that in a way, this letter is a blessing, because it tells you exactly what you were dealing with, and why you absolutely needed to leave. If you ever forget and start to second guess your decision, you can re-look at this letter. It speaks volumes.

I'm glad that you had a great seminar at your new/old church. Love and blessings to you. Ral

Thank you, Ral..

Yes, it definately reinforced our decision..

The Creation Seminar was really impressive.

He took evolution's "mysteries" and found answers in the Bible. He showed slides of articles & textbooks where the "theory of evolution" was discussed as 'fact'.. where they said this is the way it is.. but we can't prove it yet..

He then went on to give a Biblical solution to their mystery..
It showed that God has given us the answers in His Word.. and that He meant what He said.. that we don't to try to come up with other theories to explain what we might see "in the white spaces" between the lines..

He talked about dinosaurs in the Bible.. and pre-flood/post-flood.. about where the water came from for the flood.. & where it went afterwards.. about the races.. & how the kangaroos got to Australia..

The hardest part for me to watch was the abortion section.. He set the children 11 and younger out of the room.. It hurt my heart so much to see those aborted babies.. I cried.. but it was important that I see..

I have never had an abortion.. but I did miscarry at 6 months.. Amanda lived for 30 days in a neo-natal unit in Pittsburgh.. and for the 1st 2 weeks, things looked hopeful.. then the last 2 were downhill.. the hardest thing I have ever had to do was to tell the doctors it wasok to pull the plug.

When I saw those aborted babies, Amanda's tiny body came to mind.. and what I would have done to keep her alive.. and here were garbage bags of aborted babies.. How Jesus must weep over these little ones..

There is a place in Chattanuga TN.. a building where abortions had been preformed.. 2 ladies bought the building.. tore it down.. and have made a memorial there.. he compared it to sort of like the Viet Nam wall in Washington DC..

Women who have had abortion can have a little tag put on the Wall.. they can name their baby.. and have the tag added to the Wall.. Many women are still tormented by the abortion the had many years later.. he has had women come to him after the sessions who are in their 30s..40s.. 50s.. 60s.. this way they can have closure.. while God forgives.. sometimes they cannot forgive themselves..

I bought the DVD Series. there was just SOOOO much info.. and it was presented quickly for times sake.. it was difficult to digest it all..

http://www.creationseminar.net/

 

[Glenda]

Glenda!

I second ral's comment of confirming your decision. This precious man is deceived and is in desperate need of prayer. He's in a very dangerous place, falsely accusing you and Mike, and however many others who have left. Sounds like he started out right, remembering your many posts in the past, but went askew somewhere along the way. What a sad thing, terribly sad.

How I pray the Lord comfort your heart, and bring healing. May He lead you and strengthen you to do His will concerning this matter.

I'm not sure I would read the letter too often. It sounds painful. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus who is good, absolute good. Meditate on whatever is pure, lovely, honest, and of a good report. He is altogether lovely, altogether beautiful, and altogether wonderful. He will keep you under the shadow of His wings as You make Him your habitation.

I'm happy you're finding you can settle into the AOG church. I was part of an AOG church, in fact two, in the past. They were good churches. One is where I grew rooted into the the Lord and steadfast in His Word. Oh how the Spirit of God flowed in that church! Whew! It was awesome.

I cook practically exclusively from The Maker's Diet having developed my own recipes and revising many. I am almost always in a state of homeostasis (a place of well-being and hormonal balance). I'd be happy to share ideas/recipes and the like with you. It would be fun. In fact, it would be a help to me, as I am trying to log my recipes. Sometimes I get too busy and let good ones fall through the cracks.

It is so sad, Cindy..

He came with such a powerful testimony.. and somewhere along the way, it changed.. I think that when he did not see the success that he thought was to be his, he became bitter.. suspicious of everyone.. he may have let his personal ambition get in the way..

Or maybe it was always like this & I was just deluded.. because there were quite a few 'incidents' with other people who were in the ministry.. but he always seemed to have a 'logical' explaination for why suddenly left.. maybe I just didn't want to see what was really happening..

Sometimes, I wonder why things played out this way.. what I learned.. what God had in mind through this..

I did learn how NOT to treat people.. and I loved going to other places to minister.. met a lot of nice people.. I am a lot more confident about who I am in Him.. I know that God uses ALL things.. and works them for good..

I would LOVE to have some tips & recipes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is a lot to learn.. I've made steps in that direction with the alternatives grains I've been using.. the millet, kasha, quinoa.. I'm seaching out sources for organic veggies.. our Price Chopper & Hannafords stores are increasing their organic sections more & more..

There are some local farms that sell meats that haven't been fed antibiotics.. and I've seen some ads for local farms that sell raw milk.. I remember years ago when I was little, you used to go to the local farmer for fresh milk.. *s*

Another benefit of starting to follow this diet is that I stay focused on the plan - as I learn the benefits & how to do it..

Thanks, Sis..

 

[Glenda]

Thank you.. I will have a look.. I have looked through this site before.. listened to messages there and passed it on to people.. Wonderful site..

I'm gonna look at the site too..

Hope you are doing well.. s

 

[Glenda]

hi everyone Who is the training by, RA?

Hi..

 

[CindyisHis]

Blessed be the Lord who has saved my daughter today. My dear daughter (dd) and I went to the beach this afternoon. It was absolutely beautiful. The tide was low, the sea was almost as smooth as glass with only about a one foot wave breaking near shore. The colors were gorgeous, like the avatars you see here. Bait fish, typical for this time of year, were near shore and occasionally I would see one jump, and one even brushed against dd's leg. I watched her trying to ride the little waves on her new boogie board, and watched one crash over her head as ones going out were meeting the ones coming in. I fixed my eyes on her because I wanted to connect with her, so she knew I saw her. It was then I noticed a fin. I was born and raised here and have never seen a shark one single time, but on several occasions I have seen dolphins. Dolphins suddenly come out of the water and then dive back in. You really don't see their fins much. You have to look ahead to see where they may surface again. But this fin remained above water. It was only 20 yards or so away from her, or about 20 meters for you Brits. I walked quickly to the water's edge and waved for her to come in, calling to her, "Come in, come in." There's was no fear on my part, only an unmistaken urgency. She immediately obeyed, hallelujah. And those around her came in too. By this time I'm wondering what in the world are the lifeguards doing??? Hello?! One was standing up looking through his binoculars. I went back to watching that fin and it wasn't long before I heard the bullhorn. The lifeguard was now calling all swimmers out of the water. I watched what must have been nearly 5 minutes without ever seeing it disappear but only once or twice momentarily. That fin was bigger than a dolphin's.

Finally it went on out of the area and I walked back towards my chair thanking God, tears of gratitude filling my eyes as I realized what the Lord had done. I am nearly sobbing now as I write. If I hadn't seen, if I hadn't been waving and calling, how long would it have been before the lifeguards would have noticed themselves? The lifeguard estimated it to be a 10 ft, shark. I realized it was not only dd who was saved, but all the swimmers. As I heard people talking, saw children playing, I wept thinking how the scene could have been so different had the Holy Spirit not alerted me. I am so grateful to Him. Oh thank You, Jesus. Thank You, thank You, thank You.

I am thankful for the Word of God hidden in my heart. Hardly a day goes by that I don't remember all His benefits, and openly confess them, giving thanks to Him. "He surrounds me for protection with His kindness as a womb cherishes a fetus, He delivers me from the snare of the fowler, He has redeemed my life from destruction and every trap of the enemy," this I pray almost every day. And He has delivered me time and again. Today it was from a shark.

Oh praise Him!!!!