I feel so heavy idk where to start. May just bullet point.
# Have baby.
# struggle with crazy ocd thoughts..
Range from crazy harm thoughts, to put down of self esteem thohghts. Afraid od losing touch with reality. Sui..thoughts..derealization... Just worsw of qorsw
# get so scared I start to pace or like a couple days ago....saw stars out of my left eye.. Hyperventilate. Afraid of passing out.
# can't sleep
Juat exhausted.
Lost job bc son was sick. Job fired me.
So no money. I need money for meds..
Dont wanna start juat to experience withdrawls.
Scared. Pls pray.
Feel i wont make it 2nite.
So scared. Cant calm down. Feel frantic and exhaustsd.cant foxus. Sad.
Parents need me but im too weak memtally. Trying not to crack bc they need me.
Trying not to cry.
EDIT- Im afraid of psychosis n Schiz but i feel thata where im headed.. So sad. Trying yo hold on
Veru scared. Wanna kms. Anxiety bad. Tired of it..also afraid id hell...whixh ia why i stay .wish itd go away..
Embarassed to ask 4 help...
Why me? Im nit gonna last.
Pray
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# Have baby.
# struggle with crazy ocd thoughts..
Range from crazy harm thoughts, to put down of self esteem thohghts. Afraid od losing touch with reality. Sui..thoughts..derealization... Just worsw of qorsw
# get so scared I start to pace or like a couple days ago....saw stars out of my left eye.. Hyperventilate. Afraid of passing out.
# can't sleep
Juat exhausted.
Lost job bc son was sick. Job fired me.
So no money. I need money for meds..
Dont wanna start juat to experience withdrawls.
Scared. Pls pray.
Feel i wont make it 2nite.
So scared. Cant calm down. Feel frantic and exhaustsd.cant foxus. Sad.
Parents need me but im too weak memtally. Trying not to crack bc they need me.
Trying not to cry.
EDIT- Im afraid of psychosis n Schiz but i feel thata where im headed.. So sad. Trying yo hold on
Veru scared. Wanna kms. Anxiety bad. Tired of it..also afraid id hell...whixh ia why i stay .wish itd go away..
Embarassed to ask 4 help...
Why me? Im nit gonna last.
Pray
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