Doubt and hurt

[Jesuslove70708]

I have been doubting for 2/4mouhts

ThatMight seem a lot but normally it’s 2 to 1 days is normal and only happens like twice a year so

So im doubting i feel numb i feel idc i feel bad

 

[Dave G.]

Our faith isn't based on feelings but truth. Meanwhile if you have ocd are you medicated and taking the meds ? OCD thoughts have nothing to do with your position in Christ. If you gave your life to Christ in your correct thoughts and from the heart you are His. It doesn't matter what ocd thoughts say or what Satan says. We don't belong to Christ based on emotionalism but doctrinal truth. The day you came to Christ ( I assume you had that day), it was a legal exchange that was made in heaven.

What do you not believe then ? That you are His or that He ever was ? We have an enemy in this world and He looks to knock off the weak. But we have authority in Christ to tell that enemy to buzz off in the name of Jesus. You start pleading the blood, never mind your thoughts just do it if you are His. If you're not His, become His ( Jesus's) .

 

[Jesuslove70708]

Im diagnosed but have symptoms

 

[Jesuslove70708]

Not diagnosed

 

[Jesuslove70708]

I feel so deMotivated

 

[Dave G.]

I feel so deMotivated

If you don't mind my asking, how long have you been Christian ?

 

[Jesuslove70708]

Forever i was born in a chirstan home

 

[Dave G.]

Forever i was born in a chirstan home

Oh.

Well I'll have to stop here within the thread context.

 

[Jesuslove70708]

?

 

[Dave G.]

?

I just won't pursue that right now.

So how active are you in your faith ? Often these faith weaknesses show up because we have put the bible down, prayer life slackens, no meetings either in bible study or maybe church life has dropped. We have an enemy that keys right into any or all that. And by the way, I think it's awesome you're reaching out here !

 

[Jesuslove70708]

I play my Bible every day

and i pray every day can I try to go to zoom Bible studies

 

[Dave G.]

I play my Bible every day

and i pray every day can I try to go to zoom Bible studies

What restricts you with zoom ( you say you try) ?

 

[Jesuslove70708]

Some start at four and sometimes like to play my bible

 

[Jesuslove70708]

So I was such a good Christian I’m still a Christian but not as good it’s just it’s so sad

and im sad I feel like I don’t care really I keep breaking promises I try to stop but it’s kind a hard to have been doing for years

I’m sad every time I wake up and plus this is stupid things when I wake up in throughout the day

The main thing is I have no conviction so every time I sin and I feel like nothing
And sometimes it’s hard to realize when I said because I can’t get Convicted

 

[Dave G.]

I can pick this up tomorrow but I have to go off for an evening service now. You can come on here or PM me and I will get back but not tonight ( it's 6:25 pm here Sunday).

 

[Jesuslove70708]

K will Pm

 

[Tolworth John]

So I was such a good Christian I’m still a Christian but not as good it’s just it’s so sad

and im sad I feel like I don’t care really I keep breaking promises I try to stop but it’s kind a hard to have been doing for years

I’m sad every time I wake up and plus this is stupid things when I wake up in throughout the day

The main thing is I have no conviction so every time I sin and I feel like nothing
And sometimes it’s hard to realize when I said because I can’t get Convicted

Everything you have posted is based on feelings.

Christianity is based on historical facts.

So what is it that makes you a Christian? The answer will have nothing to do with your feelings or where you were born.

Are you going to see a doctor to find out whether you have ocd or something else and to get treatment?

There is nothing wrong with having doubts or questions about Christianity.
So long as you are looking for answers.

One of the quickest ways to find answers is to ask your pastor.

 

[Jesuslove70708]

pastor.

1 my
Therapist makes my appointments really far away

My pastor hasn’t been calling me

 

[jjoel10]

Our faith isn't based on feelings but truth. Meanwhile if you have ocd are you medicated and taking the meds ? OCD thoughts have nothing to do with your position in Christ. If you gave your life to Christ in your correct thoughts and from the heart you are His. It doesn't matter what ocd thoughts say or what Satan says. We don't belong to Christ based on emotionalism but doctrinal truth. The day you came to Christ ( I assume you had that day), it was a legal exchange that was made in heaven.

What do you not believe then ? That you are His or that He ever was ? We have an enemy in this world and He looks to knock off the weak. But we have authority in Christ to tell that enemy to buzz off in the name of Jesus. You start pleading the blood, never mind your thoughts just do it if you are His. If you're not His, become His ( Jesus's) .

I would like to reply too since I am facing a similar situation.. I don't know if its due to OCD or just Anxiety and terrible fear..
After having issues with false guilt (I don't know ho to discern between real and false guilt, since both feel the same)
Now I doubt my salvation, because I keep on constantly checking my heart and myself, whether I believe strongly enough? Whether I really want Jesus as my Saviour from my heart?
Is it wrong to need him for ''selfish'' reasons, like escaping Hell and since I know I can't get to the Father without him? I was scared terribly because I saw how Judas lived and eventho he was around Jesus he somehow rejected him? I am so scared that something like that can happen to me, maybe my faith is not strong enough? Sometimes thoughts like ''I don't even want him, I don't even see why I need him, I don't mean it from my heart etc..'' enter my thoughts

 

[Jesuslove70708]

But mine is
Isn’t it about salvation