Well this is one of the more rational statements I have ever seen on this board

in that I certainly do not aim to "justify myself." Your grave error is in thinking the Bible must be "picked and chosen" through, rather than taken as a whole. Insane asylums have plenty that have done exactly that, and i think it is a real warning that doing so will drive you crazy. CF has many self-professed "Ex-Christians" who also did various versions of the same thing, and I have found a pattern that they were correct to get away from the falsehood(s) they had perceived as christianity.
If you merely wish to retract your previous statement as over-the-top angst that you have no need to spread further, I'll let it go
On the other hand, finding the cohesiveness
throughout the entire Bible is a process that brings one to the Truth of G-d!