I have a doubt and this is causing me a lot of suffering, stress and anxiety to the point that I can no longer breathe normally and I have to Pull over on the highway and drink water to be able to breathe, I can't even speak . because my mind is thinking about this all the time and a lot of worry. I have many involuntary thoughts against the Holy Spirit, I have a very great obsession and a fear of committing that blasphemy to the point that I have opened my mouth without saying a word and without thinking about anything, and I don't even know why I did it, I don't know if to confirm that I did not say any word. I am not the same person because of this. I have a 5 years old kid and I dont want to commit this sin. this is causing gray
one day while I was at work with many worries and thinking a lot. I think I whisper the word “make” in spanish. Anyway I stop the phrase right away and I didn’t continue with the phrase and it was not against the Holy Spirit, But that word was in the thought against the Holy Spirit. I was not trying to commit blasphemy I was just losing my mind with all the thoughts and stress that I have. I know that God know my heart and he know everything but I am very scared because I think that God will punish me and I will die for this. I am scared of Matthew 12:37 37 for by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.
please help me.
one day while I was at work with many worries and thinking a lot. I think I whisper the word “make” in spanish. Anyway I stop the phrase right away and I didn’t continue with the phrase and it was not against the Holy Spirit, But that word was in the thought against the Holy Spirit. I was not trying to commit blasphemy I was just losing my mind with all the thoughts and stress that I have. I know that God know my heart and he know everything but I am very scared because I think that God will punish me and I will die for this. I am scared of Matthew 12:37 37 for by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.
please help me.