Hi,
I am lost again just last month.
Proverbs made no sense to me.
Fear, gripped me.
I questioned.
Why?
Waiting out God, Finally things stated to make sense again, on February The 1st, with Proverbs 1.
God is a choice: 29 For that they hated knowledge, and did not choose the fear of the LORD:
A person must choose fear of The Lord.
God calls though.
I cannot have faith without Him giving it to me.
And, I did not call. No one calls on God; by God's own Word, that is said.
So now in Proverbs 1:29, I choose. Did I choose after the calling. Yes, it must have been so.
I actually remember the day.
Here in Proverbs two, after being called, and choosing, seems to be step two,,,to me.
It is seeking God's knowledge, which is wisdom to us, and we, I, all you who chose, fully and strongly, it seems.
Proverbs 2:2-4
So, it is to be called by God;
Then He gives grace, to some, the grace of faith;
Then I choose or not it seems;
Then I search and search.
Maybe that is what I was missing. It is how to understand all this.
I understand being called, because I was not looking, being given faith not choosing or deciding, then Proverbs 1 for choosing, Proverbs 2 for seeking.
Things of God are making more sense to me.
Are all things a gift, like it seems? Is The Our Father, even one gift after another like it seems?
If I was given, then what can I say of myself?
I am nothing, but have been given much.
Free will is here, in Proverbs 1:29, but God called first; I did not. It seems also, none else have called God first either. It says so, in That Book; The Bible.
Wonderful humility, starts again. I lost my way.
LOVE,