I am having trouble getting in the holiday mood. I have up my tree and I am thankful I even have one, but with one son 250 miles away, my youngest boy in prison, and my daughter in another state, it is hard to get excited about the holidays. My son-in-law and grandson will have dinner with me, but then visit friends. My oldest son always goes to his wife's family.
I think I am having a pity party.

I need to get my Bible out and read what this holiday is about. I really don't have anything to feel blue about, the Lord will be with me.
My broken ribs are talking to me tonight and it is hard to lay down and sleep... that depresses me. Yuck! I know the Lord will help me through. I am going to say good night and spend this quite time with my best friend.