We are all born into sin.
I was born to be promiscous, lust, and wanting to pursue my passions and desires...
yes...I could say I was born this way too...
...I was born as a sinner, separated from God because of Adam.
But Christ redeems you, my friend! =)
He crucified our passions and desires on a tree and died in your place! How great is He who laid down his life for us so that we can be forgiven and boldy come to God, not having him keep record of our sins if we confess and repent.
I'm struggling with lust and masterbating right now. It's not easy! It isn't. Only recently did I stop having pre-marital sex. Yes, I confess it. I have struggled with that too. I have abstained from pre-marital sex, and tried, but I fell into tempatation last month and did it with my gf, which I repented for and regret. God punished me for it, because he loves me. He diciplined me, by not fully answering my prayers and making me put my faith into action, not cry out like those ancient israelites that turn their backs on God and look at him with their faces.
God even spoke a message to me through his word. I can tell it to you if you want.
But the greatest struggle I have been having is touching yourself. Although I do my best to abstain from it, I can feel my bodies need to do it----even at times my mind is willing to betray my Spirit in order to satifiy my sin-nature that creeps behind me every day. Oh, how I am so divided. Whenever I do that, I can feel God's anger against my sin, but thank Him for the blood of Jesus. Oh, thank him indeed! I am so glad God doesn't condemn me for my sins because of Jesus! Psalm 51 is something that I honestly feel in my heart in how I want to cry out to God.
Even a little thought about women gives my heart a chance to betray my Spirit and satify my sin-nature. How deceitful our hearts are!
I can feel my bodies "needs" every time I do not give in to my sin-nature and my sex-drive! But God has punished me for this before, yes he has! He has indeed! I fear the Lord! Read Hebrews 12! Oh my soul cries out to God every time I give in to the sin-nature.
I would expect homosexuals to be just as discouraged as I would be if they struggle with their new creation in Christ by having to keep their passions and desires behind them. Some people can fully change the way they were before, and some....it is too hard! I fully understand this! But we must give up our old nature and be reborn as new creations in Christ! For the glory of God, we must do this! We must live in step with the Spirit, walking with the Spirit! The same spirit that gives us life, the raised Jesus from the death, that breathed itself into the Scriptures, we must do our best to make peace with God and to walk according to the Spirit, and not our bodies and our old sin-nature.
God's strength is made perfect in our weakeness. When you are weak, he is strong.
Although It has not been long since I have ceased masterbating, which is difficult to abstain from as a guy, I pray and hope that I will be able to stay purified from such a thing and from the other sin-natures God has punished me for out of love as a son.
God loves you.
God bless,
Rob