Thanks for clarifying, Brinny. I realize we are all asking Him to help us, and he honors that, not relying on magic, as you have said... I am submitted to God, I don't do anything wrong. In fact, I do nothing else besides help others all day long.. literally every waking moment, I am doing my best to help. I never even do anything for myself, and I ignore every bad thing this guy does. And yet what I'm doing is not only being majorly opposed by this thing, but it still tortures me on top of it when it can. I don't even care if it hurts me.. I just want to be able to work and make better lives for the ones I love. I don't seem to be able to choose what it does, but it certainly knows that being able to help others and work is what matters to me.
Another thing is.. not only do I not do this -- but people sin, have fights and get mad at each other all day long.. Heck, people come up with sick stuff to torture others for control of a population or in war, or for sickness or mental illness, and yet, Satan is not unleashed on them to torture them until they're not even a person anymore, not even human anymore, until there is no shred of identity left in them, and beyond and beyond and beyond unending.. I don't know why this is happening, but it's not because I haven't forgiven someone or did something wrong or something, or opposed God, which I haven't, but this just doesn't happen. Maybe Satan just chose me but there's nothing in me that's bad, and I really don't think it's going to depend on anything I do to make it stop, we're all just asking God to do it, to send angels, or however it gets done, He knows and we're asking Him to do it.
The only thing that's ever really worked is asking others to ask God and playing this music. So I'm continuing to do that and thank you so much for your continued support as we try to figure this out and get through it.
