
Hey everyone,
I'm new. For a great part of my life I've been agnostic. Recently someone introduced me to Christianity (not that I didn't know about it before) and I considered becoming a Christian myself, but I'm having some doubts. I'm not sure whether this belongs in the struggle forum or in the questions forum, but since I'm going to ask some questions, I guess it belongs here. I hope you guys can help me with this.
I always looked up to Jesus, but when I started reading passages of the Bible, there were things that were concerning me.
Luke 16:17 - "It is easier for Heaven and Earth to pass away than for the smallest part of the letter of the law to become invalid."
Matthew 15:18-19 - “For truly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, not an iota, not a dot, will pass the law until all is accomplished. Whoever then relaxes one of the least of these commandments and teaches men so, shall be called least in the kingdom of heaven; but he who does them and teaches them shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.”
But when I read the laws of Moses, I strongly disagree with the morals they are teaching people. Like, why should parents stone their own children when they're rebellious? It's still their child. And what's wrong with homosexual people? Also, why enforce your beliefs upon others by killing non-believers?
I know these things aren't practiced these days, but I thought God's word was eternal. Besides, Jesus said that no single letter would pass away from the Old Testament.
Also, to me it sounds like the only way to get to Heaven is to accept Jesus as your Saviour. I know a Christian who has done some pretty horrible crimes. Yet, according to Jesus, he could just 'repent' for his sins and be over with it, and still go to Heaven. But then I'm here, trying to help people and not do any sort of evil (I know I will always make mistakes, but I'm trying to be a 'good' person), but if I don't accept Jesus as my Saviour, I will go to Hell? That doesn't seem to make any sense to me. If I were to become a Christian, then I'd become one just to be 'safe', but then again, that isn't who I am. Then I'd just be using Jesus, because I only chose him so I could get my free ticket to Heaven. Then I wouldn't chose Christianity out of love, but out of fear. And I really don't want that to happen, so I guess it's Hell for me.
I have more questions, but I guess this is enough for now. Thank you for your time. I would like it if you guys would clarify things, so I could have a better understanding as I'm still a non-Christian after all. So I might not always understand Christian reasoning.
Thanks!
- EgbertTheFourth
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