Hey
When I was 5 they tried to diagnose me with Manic Depressive, then they said I was add (not the Hyperactivity bit) but there was always something that didn't fit. Now They have said Aspergers, and it all fits.
I don't know how much is just me, or how much is Aspergers, but this is how I feel.
I have never gotten on with my own peers. I talk all the time about a very small selection of things. I am obsessed with filmmaking, and film triviar. I work in a Cinema, so that isn't too bad, but I also talk all the time about things that I am learning about, and I can't give the short version - I have to say everything.
I can't deal with big groups, because I can't keep track of the conversation.
I bore people with all my talking, and I forget to ask them how they are ect. I have to actually remind myself to do this.
I don't understand body language, or tone of voice. I can't tell if it is a joke, or someone being mean, or if it is serious. For example, when i am with my friends, if one of them is messing around and say that I am slow because I didn't get a joke, I become very paraniod.
I get depressed when I feel like I am not included, which is most of the time. I also tend to tell everyone my life story when I have only just met them.
I find it difficult to tell time, on hour and a minute seem the same legnth. I cant judge distance or weight and I have no common sense.
I eed to be given clear instructions on how to do a task, and I get panicky if I feel I am not doing it right. I need constant reasuruance, particuarly if I am doing it for the first time.
I am very clumsy. I am always knocking into things or knocking things over, and I find it hard to do things like tie my shoelace etc. I also find riding a bike or ballencing hard.
I hear things no one else does. We used to have a high pitched alarm round the pond to stop the dogs going in, and I was the only person who heard it.
Sorry this is really long, and if you haven't got this far, I understand, but I hope this helps anyway.