Really? I couldn't read Job for the longest time....i'm only now able to read and study it....
I felt the same way. I felt that it was too dark. God told me to read the OT and I obeyed. He then opened my eyes.
I had gone through something similar to Job. I suffered from pride. I had received God's Holy Spirit. I heard the voice of God but I didn't turn everything over to him.
I was married to a girl that God had revealed to me a few years prior. I was deeply in love but there was trouble in our marriage. I cried out for help and I heard God's voice, his Word tell me that only through faith could my marriage work.
I was Protestant at the time and she was Catholic. I felt that she had to change in order for that to happen so instead of having faith, I took it upon myself to fix the problems.
I failed.
After our divorce I was distraught and cried out to God for help. He then gave me a vision of all the things that I had done wrong and all of the things that I had failed to do right for her.
I had lost everything, as Job had, which was important in my world. After realizing my failure and turning my life over to God he began to rebuild me in his image. Righteousness granted through faith and not what I had sought, obedience to the 10.
God has rebuilt my life now, I have a new wife that loves me far more than my first. We have a son who is a great young man.
So much of my life reflects that of Job. A transformation from worldly to faith.
Praise the name of Jesus Christ.