A HIGHLY sensitive person with struggles club

[PorcelainHeart]

I also like Tenchi Muyo.

 

[TheSensitive1]

That chick who critisized me last for not driving is being a SNOB now!!!!

 

[PorcelainHeart]

Who is she? It's not your fault, is she on here?

 

[TheSensitive1]

Who is she? It's not your fault, is she on here?

OH no she is JUST some chick who came in the office and some how the topic got on how I do not drive and she was like OH MY...YOU DONT and stared me up and down for llike 5 minutes...I WAS LIKE...you must have never been to a City like Chicago or NewYork OR DC or Huston or any other HUG cities for that matter. She is the one that I said has this kid that I can see Tom Cavanagh and his wife Maureen Grise's kid looking like.......BUT that kid is a BRAT she is so rude to me when I say hi or ask her something....the brat rolls her eyes at me........
DAG I sure hope that Tom's kid IS NOT like that...HECK I HOPE that Maureen would NOT judge me for my phobia of driving after all Maureen is from Chicago herself and NOW lives in New York City!

 

[PorcelainHeart]

MH is from Chicago, maybe he knows Tom.

 

[TheSensitive1]

MH is from Chicago, maybe he knows Tom.

NO Tom's inlaws live there. Maureen (grise) Cavanagh grew up in Chicago. She attended school @ Syracuse University.

 

[PorcelainHeart]

If I was british I would want the part in Ootp as Luna Lovegood. I could play her good. But I'm american so I can't do it.

 

[TheSensitive1]

Hi newlight...I know that you are sitting right behind me right now....PLEASE do not cry.......I KNOW that you have caused NO stress in my life! I am ONLY hurting cause I feel that I have caused stress IN YOUR LIFE because NOW your entire family HATES me!!!!! And this stress you out! PLEASE know that IF I have DONE anything to stress you out I am DEEPLY SORRY MY DEAREST AND ONLY FRIEND!!!!!! GOd bless you! Thank you for ALWAYS sticking by my side dear friend....THANK you for not deserting me and being close to me.
PS if you do not beleive me you can ask my "adopted brother" Hey, he knows who he is!

 

[thenewageriseth]

OH no she is JUST some chick who came in the office and some how the topic got on how I do not drive and she was like OH MY...YOU DONT and stared me up and down for llike 5 minutes...I WAS LIKE...you must have never been to a City like Chicago or NewYork OR DC or Huston or any other HUG cities for that matter. She is the one that I said has this kid that I can see Tom Cavanagh and his wife Maureen Grise's kid looking like.......BUT that kid is a BRAT she is so rude to me when I say hi or ask her something....the brat rolls her eyes at me........

DAG I sure hope that Tom's kid IS NOT like that...HECK I HOPE that Maureen would NOT judge me for my phobia of driving after all Maureen is from Chicago herself and NOW lives in New York City!

No way I feel the same way! I live in Chicago and it is tough around rush hour. When I thought 4pm was Rush Hour, I find that 2 is really when it starts! I'd rather drive in Peoria. I used to drift a lot from side to side, and I would drive better in Peoria, I bet, cuz it's small and quaint. Plus, I asked my cousin if I could drive her to Peoria and she wasn't sure if I should drive..I mean, I know I only been driving for more than 12 mos, off and on, but still...and when we were headed towards Peoria...her friend Hope did the driving...(Hope is 22 or something by the way...) I didn't like that trip back to Peoria, it was loud, and my cousin irritated me complaining about the noise level on my headphones, when she slept right thru all that noise her friends call music...if I have another trip like that I'll be[glow=red [b]****ed off![/b][/glow]Sorry, excuse my Spanish! LOL Or rather...Pardon moi Francais!

 

[thenewageriseth]

I'm sorry...it's just that from past experiences, sometimes I feel like people will hurt me...and then I feel that life isn't worth it...I mean it's bad enough that I have to deal with stuff about myself that sucks and I wish I can change...and haunts me to the core...why do I have these people who unintentionally or intentionally hurt my feelings in some way? And why does it seem that some people have better lives and they can get by easier? So that's why that currently, off and on I have been trying to check people out...what they are about and whether or not I can trust them...you know? That sitch with my cousin was unintentional, and she was in a bad mood...probably nothing that I could do about it...(I did ask if she was okay at one point, cuz she didn't get up right away to get some pizza-I knew she was kinda down- she said yeah)that's another thing...I mean I might be so sensitive at times, but why has it been so hard to actually hug people sometimes or to say endearing stuff to them sometimes? Like I kinda hesitate. Maybe it's karma trying to haunt me too. Ugh I cannot stop thinking about this incident...this eeny teeny incident

 

[PorcelainHeart]

I actually have the same problem, I get upset because I have such a sucky life while others have it wonderful. I don't think it's karma or anything. Sometimes I wonder if I'm cursed. I can't hug people either most people think I'm stuck up. Don't worry about it, we all make mistakes. I do hope you feel better.

 

[TheSensitive1]

Hi! Due to the fact that I am getting blown off here I have deside to go to another message board where as I can make other friends. I feel like I was to take my life cause of this. I just wanted a friend BUT everyone HATES ME!!!!!
ON friend that I have known for 4 months now is blowing me off. I did NOTHING TO HIM!!!!! I may come back when I am not feeling like I want to kill myself....or when I want to talk to Jesus BUT as for now I think that going to this other board is the best thing for me seeing that EVERYONE (especially that person i mentioned) WANTS ME DEAD. EVEN my roommate father wants me dead. SO I will get out of the way. For all of you who have been so kind to me...THANK YOU...I will treasure that in my heart FOREVER!!!!!
See ya sometime!

 

[PorcelainHeart]

I'm not blowing you off, I lost your email, I shall write you now, I'm sorry. I'm in tears because your leaving, this really hurts me, you didn't even say bye.

 

[NewLight04]

I would never blow you off. You are my best friend and i could never hate you. That is really dumb that your friend blew you off.If it makes you feel any better that has happened to me too. I don't wish you were dead and either does my father. I don't like the way he acted towards you.
YOU ARE A BLESSING TO ME!!! YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.
IT BREAKS MY HEART YOU FEEL LIKE THIS PLEASE KNOW I AM HERE ALWAYS.
YOU ARE WANTED WITH ME ALWAYS

Hi! Due to the fact that I am getting blown off here I have deside to go to another message board where as I can make other friends. I feel like I was to take my life cause of this. I just wanted a friend BUT everyone HATES ME!!!!!
ON friend that I have known for 4 months now is blowing me off. I did NOTHING TO HIM!!!!! I may come back when I am not feeling like I want to kill myself....or when I want to talk to Jesus BUT as for now I think that going to this other board is the best thing for me seeing that EVERYONE (especially that person i mentioned) WANTS ME DEAD. EVEN my roommate father wants me dead. SO I will get out of the way. For all of you who have been so kind to me...THANK YOU...I will treasure that in my heart FOREVER!!!!!
See ya sometime!

 

[TheSensitive1]

You all have been SO VERY kind to me through this all!!!!! It makes me want to stay @ CF and all!!!!! ANYWAY here is what is troubling me:

My roommate/bestfriend who is 31, wants to ONLY please her father and this saddens me a lot! See let tell you all what has happened her father is an ADVID hindu and she has converted to christianity about 16 months ago. WELL just several weeks ago she got into a very bad car accenent...the car was totalled. So she need her father to help her get her a new car. SEE that is the thing her father is very controling and her family HATES me because I am Christian and I AGAINST controling people. PLUS I am not Asian Indian like my roommate is. Her father wants her to have Asian friends. ANYWAY, my roommate was SO tromatized about this accendent and ON wed night (10/5) I suggested that she see a counselor and she was like naa. THEN just yesterday her father TOLD her that she should see a counselor and she was like OKAY!!!!!..... I told her this morning that I did not want to be around her if she was going to do EVERYTHING her father says. She just had a break down cause I said that. In all honesty I want to be dead!!!!!! I do not like my life here. I wish I was not alive. My "best friend" chooses her HATEFUL father over me THE FELLOW Christian.

 

[PorcelainHeart]

I'm very sorry, sometimes it's very hard for someone to go against there dad. I went against my dad wants and he beat the living crap out of me. So, when I'm around him I keep my mouth shut. I hope the best for your friend and I will pray for her. Fathers can be very scary, she probley doesn't mean to hurt you at all.

 

[WalksWithChrist]

Hi! Due to the fact that I am getting blown off here I have deside to go to another message board where as I can make other friends. I feel like I was to take my life cause of this. I just wanted a friend BUT everyone HATES ME!!!!!
ON friend that I have known for 4 months now is blowing me off. I did NOTHING TO HIM!!!!! I may come back when I am not feeling like I want to kill myself....or when I want to talk to Jesus BUT as for now I think that going to this other board is the best thing for me seeing that EVERYONE (especially that person i mentioned) WANTS ME DEAD. EVEN my roommate father wants me dead. SO I will get out of the way. For all of you who have been so kind to me...THANK YOU...I will treasure that in my heart FOREVER!!!!!
See ya sometime!

I really hope this isn't me you are mad at dear! I wrote you as soon as I had a chance. I told you Friday's are my worst days at work and this one is no exception. Sorry if this was me!!! Come back??

 

[TheSensitive1]

I really hope this isn't me you are mad at dear! I wrote you as soon as I had a chance. I told you Friday's are my worst days at work and this one is no exception. Sorry if this was me!!! Come back??

Thank you all.....Just you all making me feel wanted like you all are doing makes me GLAD that I am here!!!!!

 

[TheSensitive1]

I'm very sorry, sometimes it's very hard for someone to go against there dad. I went against my dad wants and he beat the living crap out of me. So, when I'm around him I keep my mouth shut. I hope the best for your friend and I will pray for her. Fathers can be very scary, she probley doesn't mean to hurt you at all.

I am so sorry to hear that this has happened to you dear heart NO ONE desrves that kinda abuse NO ONE!!!!

When I told my dad how rude my roommates father was he was like SO GET OVER IT!!!!! ...BUT when I told my father about what my roomates father said about him...he was like HOW DARE HIM!

 

[PorcelainHeart]

Men are so confusing, there should be a book written on how to understand men.