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    Self loathing...

    I'm beginning to accept that I'll NEVER get over the raw, deep-seeded HATRED I have for myself. I truly know the world would be a better place if I'd never existed. I'm completely worthless.
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    What a waste...

    I'm 47. I'm also worthless, stupid, and never going to amount to anything. I don't have any talent or ability and I'm no good to or for anyone. I have 3 kids, each with different moms, who fortunately didn't have to grow up with me in their home. Their mothers did the right thing and got them...
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    What does the Bible say about self hatred?i i

    Hi. My name is Jay Chapman. I'm a 47 year old worthless nothing from Oklahoma City. I hate myself more than I can express. I have no talents, no ability to be good at anything, and I'm a total moron. The Bible says every life has a purpose, but I don't buy that anymore. The only purpose I seem...
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    Why did God even bother to make me?

    I'm a 47 year old failure who can't succeed at anything. I'm stupid, useless, worthless, and I'm gonna burn in hell for all eternity when I die. I'll never see my family or friends again. Why did God even bother making atotal waste like me? Does it have a sadistic side that just likes throwing...
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    I'm the worst ever!

    I'm a failure, a loser, and a bum. They say God doesn't make mistakes... if that's true, then why am I alive? I am totally worthless! No good to anyone or anything. I HATE myself and the only reason I haven't committed suicide is because I'm in no hurry to go to hell. I believe in God... I...
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    I'm defeated from the day I was born

    I feel like a useless, worthless nothing and it's never gonna get better. I fail at everything I try. I'm a burden to everyone who has the misfortune of knowing me. When I go to self-help or motivational seminars, all I can hear them say are things that I'm not capable of doing. When someone...
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    Trying to cope with life & my place in it

    If you've seen either of my posts you know how I feel about myself. Like my screen name implies, I'm a loser... always have been, always will be. I'm 46, I've got 3 kids, each with a different mother, who I can't do anything for because I don't have a "real" career and I'm broke all the time. My...
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    Do we HAVE to live forever?

    Jesus said "He who believes in me shall not perish, but have ever lasting life." I may be the only one who feels this way but I don't want to live forever. Why can't we choose to be simply erased from existence? Life is a horrible, terrifying burden during which you get about 2% joy and 98% pain...
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    Yep, I admit I'm a Loser

    I am and always will be a loser... but then, God made me this way so I guess it just wanted one more piece of coal to throw in the eternal fire. (I call God "IT" because I don't think it has a gender) I have no talent, ability, or intelligence. I'm a delivery driver for a copier company because...