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umm..well...I was kinda there because of a suicide attempt..but monday I'm going to an in IP thingy...they are keeping me until the ##...bleh its all a huge mess

sorry ladies for not posting for a while...I just got home from the hopsital tonight, been there for a week now...I go back on Monday...*sigh*

today is the three year mark of the day I almost died.

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I'm freaking out ladies... I made my assisment appt. today, its on the sixth at nine am..plz pray for me..

:sigh: I'm leaving soon..not sure how soon...probably within the next month...to some recovery place...scared as heck.

praying for you doll face:hug:

:sigh: atleast somebody think so

darling, you can beat this. I know you can because you have been through hell living with this, you've been through to much to let it defeat you.. <<<<posted of pic of the monroe dodad>>>>>>

woowooo I'm so stoked ladies, I just got my monroe piercing!! yay I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it^_^

I understand that as well.

:hug: what really bugs me is when people say "we need to get you healthy again" argh in my mind healthy = fat...and I most certinly don't want to be that.

:hug: April its a beautiful picture

Ari, doll face..what made it so horrible? Beth know that I'm praying for you, we can beat this. I know your stronger then you think you are, you are going to defeat this, God already won the battle you've got victory over this..

aww Bethers whats wrong?? I just got home from the hospital, they had to poke me a billion times before they could draw blood...it wasn't very fantastic feeling...the ECG wasn't bad at all, really cold haha but it was okay..now I just want to know if the results are good or bad, I wont find...

gahh my eyes are burning...they are bright red :P I guess that means I need sleep :sigh: tomorrow I have to go in for blood tests and an ECG...not looking forward to it... opps the other post was supposed to say eight months for the waiting list

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I've missed you guys so much...still feeling bad that I haven't been on here for a while. I've been so busy with the doctor and all that, I'm so scared to get better...I want to keep lossing so badly, but I know that I can't because I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life...I wot...

brrr I'm freezing, I could use some tea :) I found this amazing stuff, its apple cranberry zinger(herbal tea) so yummy